*-What lies ahead? Future ready to pounce on You=)

2008-05-31T20:47:00.002+08:00

Whoohoo~ finally too too bored to study or do anything.. so here to UPDATE!! REVIVAL OF BLOG hahas.. high time for me to change the skin liao! oh well.. 1 more hour to my bday in aussie and all i am gonna n will be doing is STUDY! rah.. how nice><

pass few weeks or should i say MONTHS been super bz with assignments, projects, reports and blah.. tonnes of crap=X now all classes finished for semester 1 n exams are in 7 days? T-T so fast.. n it's the first day of all exams! not forgetting they actually scheduled a paper for us on the Queen's Birthday which is meant to be a HOLIDAY! grr.. all thanks to the union who smartly rented out all the big venues for exams DAMN~ so result in some of the clashes and we have exams on tt day cuz they have the place free.. RAH~

exam dates: 7, 9, 10, 12th June. after tat free~! this coming wk's swot vac aka study wk..

after which just wanna go back sg enjoy!! hehe... do now must jia you n work hard first=) update again~!

2008-02-23T09:11:00.002+08:00

It's gonna be ONE more DAY till dearie arrives and one PLUS day to the first day of sch!! butterflies are all inside me hahas~

kinda excited=D

anw it was AMANDA's BIRTHDAY afew days ago on the 20th and also DENYSE's BIRTHDAY on the 21st~ so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF U!!=)

yesterday i bought a shelf to stuff my books into when semester starts n had to lug it back home.. boy oh boy seriously thinking tat i've turned into a DIY self assembling person! first my table then a shelf wats next~ ahahas.. then in the night had a call with my parents and they asked me to shift the position of my bed to face the wall instead. THANKFULLY it was carpeted floor if not bet it would have been a hell lots of noise! =S

righties tat's abt all i can think of for now blog again soon when i start sch n see how it goes!~=) tatas ppl~ take care!

*excited lil girl ahahas~*

2008-02-18T19:03:00.002+08:00

whoohoo~ finally the mood to blog is BACK lol.. well then first post back in aussie.

Today was Orientation! sounds fun? not really=.= it was just for 2 hrs of talking by the lecturers!!>< welcomes for international students and more talks abt the extra classes and things available in the uni.. BORING!!

sigh i really thinking y did i come back early for the "orientation". it is so much less of what i expected it to be><

great~ i had my timetable n wow i have classes tat happens at the same time i can 'fen shen shu'=S hahas.. n fantastically my practical on thurs ends at 7.50 pm >< sigh.. my timetable abit crap really=S

counting down!~ dear dear coming over in abt 6days time whee!=D can't wait for him to come over here lalas..

quite an eventful wk i had before the orientation went to my new place to stay but there wasn't furnitures..so means i needed to get table n stuff except the bed! so went to ikea tat was on zone 6 (pretty ulu one) n bought a table finally but delivery fees was almost the price of my table?! n it'll take abt 1 to 2days.. n i was already quite desperate for a table la cuz i was using my printer box as a temporary stand>< n guess wad? my fren n i had to lug the table top n legs n other stuff we bought frm zone 6 all the way to the city n then back home tat was on zone 2.. wha. not to mention the table top only was 9 kg... 120x60cm gee..

thinking back now it's pretty amazing we brought it back safely LOL. then also had to collect my stuff from another fren's all by which had to take a cab home=( so spent quite a bit on those transport wha~~~~

kk now that all those shifting is more or less done, i'm hoping sch will b a.okay and fun when dearie comes over!=D

tat's abit it for now so tatas~

2008-01-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

whoohoos=) first anniversary with sweetie in a brand new year! hehe..

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR!! love ya lots!;)

2008-01-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

hey heys~~~! back to update! v v short de..=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!

may the new year be splendous and great for everybody~ good health and luck be with ya=) they say love, joy and peace comes in a bundle of 3 so may all of them follow every single one of my frens~

take cares!~

2007-12-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

yohoo minna-san~! lol.. so so so long neva update bloggy.. feels like it's blog DEAD.. hahs pronouced revival now? i hope la. laziness kinda got the better of me when it comes to updating it.. =X oh nos~

but i've been happy so far back in sg!~ tho there's still lots of ppl that i haven't manage to catch up with.. some still don't even have their contact no. left but.. still i should be satisfied to be able to meet with some!=)

finally manage to watch movies! lol sound like some 'sua ku'=X let's see.. uptil now i watched... i am legend, enchanted, golden compass, alvin and the chipmunks and.. what else? hm hm tat's all i can rmb for now but all the movies have been GOOD^-^

whees~ christmas! it was here and gone liao.. now new year's coming~ wow really fast lo. i loved the x'mas eve!!~ cuz y? i spent it with my lovely dear dear=) hehe.. shall spare the details.. but it was a special one~ especially the talking in the evening.. it was meaningful and of course made me understand him even more=) hehs.. love ya dear dear!~ hahahas

but i can't wait for new year's eve!!~ wahoo~ =)

anw.. today went shopping with my parents and afew days window shopping with dear dear.. bought several tops but i just realised most of it is long sleeve! rofl.. but can bring over to aussie so nvm~ lol

anw.. was suppose to work.. but long long story cannot work=( sighs. sorry darren!! make u happy for nothing.. >.<

tml gonna go look for new lappy at funan.. i miss my sweetie dear dear! but tml cannot meet him only monday the eve then can meet.. sighs so can only keep each other companied on the phone ba. heh

one more day to new yr!~ counto down!~=)

2007-12-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR!!~ hahas.. finally like whee!~ back in sg to celeb anni with u.. XD muacks!!~ hope my 'terrible' cooking was to ur liking la ya~ =P enjoyed today lots!~ budden abit lazy to recount what happened for the pass few days.. mayb tml or something? rofl.. update again soon^^ <3

2007-12-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

whees~~ i'm happy back in sg! lol.. it's dec already so fast!!~ ppl having common tests tis wk or the next jia yous!!~ soon will b over and can relax le=)

got my results le~ have been accepted and offered a place in the degree tat i want. sighs unfortunately more paperwork to be done. SHISH. english, maths, bio, chem, phys.. the order frm highest to lowest.. lol.. but at least~ i PASSED physics!! hahahas.. overall gpa of 5.8>.< wanted a 6 but oh well not tat far off ba.. and i was happy my checking for maths paper paid off!~ managed a 90% for it.. STUN but =D i'm happy=)

the last few days went out with dear dear afew times and i really enjoyed the time we spent together!!~ got a pair of rings frm couple lab in replacement for the one i lost the other time.. heh. it's nice but gosh dear dear's crystal on his ring dropped yest=( like.. it was only 2 days since we bought it and ya.. so he went to repair it~ hehs.. sorry for the trouble ne dear dear~=P

tml he gonna have his first CT!hahas.. sounds so excited.. LOL~ jia you jia you!!~=D muacks kies shall go watch my tv first update again!<3

2007-11-29T12:46:00.000+08:00

i'm back ppl!~ hahas.. can officially say tat=) suppose to have lots to update but totally no mood for anything. so.. another time? dunno.. haiz things are so not the way i want/expected it.

mayb it would have been better if i left it that way?>.<

2007-11-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

yays~ exams over liaos.. feels abit odd tho.. n need to study for like.. 2mths++ when i go back to sg!~ hahahs.. good thing is i can spend CNY back there! yayness.. dunno what to update now.. just a super random one ba.. miss everyone hahas.. update again when i go the mood to~ gonna b bz bz packing away! hahahs...

2007-11-20T19:12:00.000+08:00

woohoos!!~ 3 papers down.. just TWO more to go!!~ yays!! wahahas.. so far so good not too bad. time is flying~ wish granted! lols. kies than update again soon~ now left maths and bio.. 2 more days JIA YOU! i can do it!! ahahs.. =)

counting down~ real soon now=)

2007-11-18T18:58:00.000+08:00

oh zomg... someone please come knock so sense here!! *bang head* tml exams n i think i completely lost the mood to STUDY. wtf. argh. darn... tml 2 papers somemore. OMFG~~ *dies on the spot* n it's 9 already someone.. dareka tasukete!!~ +.=

2007-11-18T08:18:00.001+08:00

YAYS today is my sis' birthday!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE JIE!!

sorry cannot celeb with you but at least u had ur present before hand!!~=) then daddy also not there in sg.. hope you have a nice celeb later one!!~ while the snake will mug it's way thru exams and then go home after all tis crap ahahas~

anyway. tml is exams alreadY!!!! zomg. first day.. english and physics.. why why why.. tat was all i was thinking WHY must physics be the first day!?~ sighs. no chioce ba.. get over and done with with ASAP. seriously it's my most dreaded subject that is examinable>.> not to mention i've not started on bio.. which is thankfully the last paper phews.

counting down~!!

sadly on fri i slept at 11pm woke up at near 3am. couldn't sleep after tat till sat night like.. close to 12.. zomg is it all cause of exams? 0.O i'm amazed.. neva in my entire life til now i get insomnia. not to mention with nervousness for exam in the past i still can sleep SOUNDLY lol.. now Zomg.. stun. but thank god i was able to sleep tat night but of course woke up at sg time 12 to wish my dear sis happy b'day before returning to bed ahahs.

tat's all for now.. hopefully i've got all the luck and brain cells i can ever gather for tml's papers~ of course not depletin' them before the entire exam ends.. LOL

take cares ppl~ can't wait to be back=D

2007-11-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

okays just came to update a lil and also apologise to dear dear..

this week simply flew pass so quickly.. when i don't want it to! haiz.. time always works the opp of what you wish it to be. agree? anw.. been bz revising for the wk n for 2(or was it 3) consecutive days already i was so tired after i got home n just fell asleep before dear dear got home/ he's home but we didn't talk much..

sorry sweetie.. thanks for being so understanding.. just wanna let you know i miss you so! love ya lots too.. really can't wait to be next to you again! soon.. soon.. i must jia you and work my way through exams and then go back to spend time with you happily~!! i know this period of time u're also stress over ur projs and stuff so jia you alright? *muacks*

the day before was a horrendous BAD DAY. first in the morning had to pack my room cuz my homemom gonn sell the unit after we moved out. second went to sch for phys help session.. guess what? my teacher wasn't there.. sighs nvm. went lib to study tat wasn't all too bad.. but when i went home i missed a bus by 3 mins and had to wait for 50mins for a bus that neva came. after i went home tot everything will b ok but NO it wasn't.. my rm door wide open, windows all drawn and wows my things was not the way they were.. to be precise a box of books i had out next to the bed was 'thrown' in a sense into my wardrobe(sliding kind) n my files was chucked to the gap b/w my window n table.. tat's the worse? not really.. on msn i just had to get pissed again by someone.. she just had to tell me that she changed her date of return huh.. now the 23rd 1 day after the exam.. thanks man like you'll have time to look for apartment to stay next yr..

imagine all tat frustration yest. damn it. n i just realise how things like to drop itself on you like heavy metal pans frm the sky and make you realise it when u're the busiest and yea exam times. not to mention i'm NOT done with my revision.. first day of paper so happen had to be 2 subs.. and of all.. english and PHYSICS. bloody hell.. hope to finish n throw out all the business i have with P-H-Y-S-I-C-S=( it's an interesting sub no doubt but no way i wanna face it again as a examinable subject... i swear.

thankfully yest(fri) was better.. found someone who can potentially share a place with!~ n yesh the help session for physics was THERE.. and yea the bus didn't give up on me. yays. seriously hate the transport sys here where you can wait for 1hr and the bus still neva comes sometimes. oh boy~ thank god i'll b back to sg soon.. miss the convenience and ppl there really much!! and thanks manda for the chat!!~ i think we both needed it rights =) u'll b find just follow ur heart n don't think so much heh..

tat's abit it.. now almost 4 in the morning and i'm updating.. gonna study a lil b4 i go back to sleep.. make my time productive n later head to the lib to study.. i miss so many things..

sorry abit the rants but yea i needed to trash out. good nights! oops good morning i meant..

2007-11-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

hello hello.. been afew days since i blogged. 1wk countdown to exams. lalas... dunno to b happy or what but yays means nearer the time i can return sg~ ahaha..

anw if any of u guys noticed, the date is 1111 and apparently in japan n korea it's known as Pocky Day!~ so cute la.. so happy pocky day ppl!~ soon to b over anyways=x

shall update more tml kinda sleepy right now since it's 2am here.. nights ppl~

2007-11-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

SIGHS. i've just realise how 'dead' a state i'm in. for a distinction or as they call it a 7, i need to get 93% for almost all my subs. zzz... T-T~ oh man. tis sucks totally. not to mention my physics is a total goner can. omg someone kill me>.>

ok mayb it's not such big a deal cuz i only need 2 subs at 5 and 2 others at 4 to get into the course i want plus a english at 5/6 which i can't rmb.. well i do meet the requirements now cuz currently it's like a 7, three 6s and a totally gone case 4. but.. it's still saddening to know it's near impossible unless i really 'eat up' all the info for the different subs to get all distinctions whas.

apart from that it's been pretty nice a thought to know i'll b going home soon after exams. which is like in 1 1/2 wks time. FAST but somehow i ain't tat in the mood to study NOW. swot vac is next week n then i shall chiong studies.. for now... mayb i'll do up some notes. n practise some revision questions ba. sighs>.<

tml marks another month's anniversary with dear dear. counting down to the day i go back hahas. right that's about it ba~ wish me all the luck combined for good n easy papers.. lols. how impossible=X kies then take cares everyone!

2007-10-31T16:51:00.000+08:00

whee hee.. 1 more mth~ =D countdown countdown~ lol.. been bz recently assignments n stuff all due to hand up.. tml's physics assignment deadline and also maths test. shot i'm so not done with physics.. rawr.

wanna get over n done with it once n for all!! don't like it at all.. interesting theory n stuff but really sucky questions n applications.. sigh. anw a year seem to be passing really quick doesn't it? it seems just not long everything happened lol. gotta get down to serious work~ minna gambatte! end of year to celebrate=)

lalas.. nothing much to update leh shall stop here n get going on with my hw.. deadlines~ no! hahas byes

2007-10-25T19:24:00.000+08:00

back to update!~ yayness 1mth++ more then i'll be home sweet home!!~ =D can't wait.. so many ppl i wanna meet, so many things i wanna do, so many places i wanna go with diff ppl!! hahas.. n lastly so many food that i miss rofl..

anyway before any of that is fulfilled, i've gotta jia you and work hard on my studies!=) speaking of which everything is O.K other than 1 irritating sub... physics. =( dareka tasuketei?!?!~ >.< guess i have to self safe ba.. oh wells speaking of which yes know my results liao FAIL! T-T study also liddat don't study omg.. can get zero i think. BOOS..

most of the syllabus has reached or reaching the end le.. chem at organic chem now n now i think back, it isn't that bad la.. hahas at least for the naming and drawing tehee. going into the reactions soon hopefully all goes well as now! for bio now doing food chain, eco sys n stuff like tat feel as if i went back to p6 or sec 4 LOL.. damn slack la

physics gonna teach nuclear for the last chapt and tat's abt it le.. which is 'can kill' kinda stuff.. omgosh.. just hope i don't study so much abt it and dream of myself as an electron and get hit by photons n blah blah blah.. shish i really don't like all tat kinda stuff!

whees.. report finally done! not too sure if it's gd but gave my teacher to check it today n tml can edit before submitting final copy!~ what's more tml is also quite a slack day.. there's gonna b a soccer match tml for the sch students n also teachers but seems like teachers team not there yet and so~ my english teacher might be playing for may express team!! wahaha.. if tat's the case i think i'll go support n see how they go LOL.. last assignment a research essay for bio. oh boy is it irritating since i've done one but my bio teacher says it isn't scientific enough. so gotta redo like half of it.. antibiotics how scientific she want it to be!! RAWR. nvm..

n today was a bad day was late for sch n thus led to my decision of walking to sch from the city since the next bus was gonna b quite late. almost reached the sch say abt 300m n then i saw the bus coming n went pass me. wows after i climbed all tat sloppy road >.<. anw reached sch saw the lift area flooded with students who alighted. damn.. walked the stairs n realised it was on the 4th floor n therefore have to climb 4 flights. NVM.. reach the rm aircon was almost like not working.. oh boy what a morning it was man..

tat's abt it ba *squint* my eyes r so tired shall go rest it awhile le shall stop here so tatas ppl~

2007-10-15T18:12:00.000+08:00

back to blog~~~ hahs.. been rather 'slackish' the couple of days.. upcoming stuffs.. maths presentation on weds, chemistry test on thurs, english report by the 26th, n a chem assignment due by the end of the wk.. oh wells nothing as bad as the wks where we had to chiong 2 seminars n their respective research essays.. XD

was reading this email from an inspirational web n did some reflection which i tot was pretty true. so just wanna share it here

=`The most important things in your home are the people.

=`Growing old is inevitable, growing UP is optional.

=`There is NO key to happiness. The door is always open.
Come on in.

=`Do the maths. Count your blessings.

=`We do not remember days but moments. Life moves too fast so
enjoy your precious moments.

=`Nothing is real to you until you experience it; otherwise
it's just hearsay.

=`It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again.
Just be sure to flush when you are done.

=`Be more concerned with your character than your reputation.
Your character is what you really are, while your reputation
is merely what others think you are.

was just pondering about the reason y i wanna stay in a house than in a hostel..
-all these years in sg, i've been brought up in a hse. even now staying in an apartment-ish kinda place seems rather strange to me. don't ask me y..
-i like my very own peaceful corner that i personally think can't be found in a hostel..cuz everyone even if you don't wanna will bound to bump into one another
-there's lots of constrictions.. internet limitation is one,electricity another..
-i don't what my parents to have to pay an extra amt of money cuz colleges/hostels r more ex than if i share a hse with frens..

this has been bugging me for a while now. even though many has asked me to stop thinking about it.. and that the "boat will go straight in it's course as the time comes" literal translate of a chinese phrase.. but i just can't help it!! *sigh* i need someone to consult.. hahas.. right shall stop here la gonna go do some hw n rest early today byebyes!

2007-10-10T06:53:00.000+08:00

whee~ it's one year since i'm with dear dear!!~=) kies abit late la but i was kinda bz so didn't update.. HAPPY 1st Year ANNIVERSARY dear dear!!~

lots of things happened in the past one year and thanks for standing by me the whole time!! we've gone thru the happy, sad, frustrating and what not moments together le!~ time is gonna fly for us i'm sure!=D muacks~ love you to bits!~~ n i really loved the v. clip you made~ heh.. tho not as well done up as urs but i'm glad u liked the slides~ haha.. had quite a struggle to add some parts LOL. but since it was meant for u it was worth the trouble!!~ HUGGLES~ i hope u've received something else lol..

it's all dark clouds hanging in the sky all ready to pour it down>.< i'm reluctant to go sch right now since there's only a period of english followed by 2.5hrs of break.. oh boy. still wondering if i should skip=X

2 more days.. just 2 more days to by beloved daddy n pam jie's bday! such coincidence tat it falls on the same day^-^!! hm.. nxt will b countingdown to my sis' bday in nov n tadaa i'll b back in sg not long after tat!!~ =)

tml physics test.. 2 part to it 10% of final grade OMG~ the thought of it is terrifying.. i need to do well! but then again the chapters tested are like so many.. 4 huge chapters>.< wish me all the luck i can possibly have! n right as i'm typing this it started to rain already.. so guess tat's implying i shouldn't go sch tis early? hahahas.. should get on with my phys revision then=)

take care everyone!~

2007-10-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

one more day to our 1st year anniversary!!~

sigh. i need to get on track n start working hard again!! rawr. can't help being excited tat in another mth plus i'll b going back to sg.. before tat i need to tame myself n work on my studies! go back than can enjoy..

on top of that find for a proper accomodation for next yr when i come back for uni. speaking of which makes me a lil frustrated. why am i the only one searching for apartment when the other 2 tat i'm staying with seems to not be putting in any effort in helping out?! not like i'm the only one tat's gonna be staying in that freaking hse is it.. gee. *the following is just PURE RANTS* pls ignore if u think it'll spoil ur mood>< i just needed to get it out

wonder if it's just in my family or wad.. always the one taking the initiative to do stuff. may it be project meetings or getting things together. WHY!? why must it always be the case tat no one helps out even tho everyone will benefit from it? it's not like mths away till it's gonna concern them or what. we'll all be going back to our countries by the end of the semester and it's only like a mth or so till we gotta prepare for the final exams. do they wanna be bothered by accomodation issue when they need to study? or wad.. sacrifice some time next yr n come back to find a place to stay n expect it the b really gd?

man i wish to knock some sense into them. it's not like i don't like/mind helping to keep a look out but is giving comments or org a trip to see the condition n stuff of the hse tat hard? shish.. sometimes i just don't understand.

nothing interesting/ out of ordinary for the past wk just tat it has been super boring n slack cuz lots of class has been cancelled due to 1 reason or another. well then better get sleeping now.. nights. or say.. morning>.<

2007-09-30T11:13:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. back to update~well well.. hasn't been a v exciting wk but sure did enjoy the peace without having so many ppl crowded in a same building!!~ hahas..

so we had nice serenity in the sch but not after tml~ cuz the feb students will b flockin back le.. man a wk passed so fast!~ but it's gd.. the faster time flies the faster i can go back to sg=D lalala.. 2more months~

k before tat must restrain myself n study hard first play later~ tml got test.. LOL bio test on~ physio.. hahas must do much better in tis test pull the gpa up screwed the previous one.. eeks~ so later must chiong study n edit my physics essay!! rawr.. had the presentation on thurs then i was even more nervous than for chem shish~ didn't get as gd marks but it's ok la.. hopefully it's enough to pull the overall results up! cuz seriously it's my worst subject.. haiz.

fri was suppose to have maths n phys lesson but both was cancelled~ so had tat day off. cuz we caught up with the syllabus for maths n physics was presentation which we have more or less completed everyone~ so steve also agreed we should cancel class.. XD he wants his holi too~! =)

lalala.. tat's abt it ba english report questionnaires to b done also.. 30 sheets!! damn.. it's australian's attitude towards gm products. anyone wanna be aus n b nice ppl help me fill up?? XD come n ask me abt it k k?? rofl~^-^

well then~ i think i shall cont reading my storybk which i've finally found the next part of the series in the local library the other time~ whee! righties then cya~!

2007-09-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

today's my mom's bday!!~ n also starts the chain of 'cannot celeb family member bday' thingy.. haix still i wish to be THERE with them on their bday~ miss my mommy>.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!! not that she'll be reading it but yea..

today had my chem presentation done!~ woohoo.. was pretty nervous n i had like 18 slides to present in 10mins was so afraid will overshot the time n get penalised>< n i didn't look at the time during the presentation but thank god it was not too bad~

apparently my teacher was quite satisfied with it an gave me full marks for it. according to my classmate la who saw the mark sheet n announced it out eeks!but phew~ tat's one down for presentation 4 more to go~ in line next is physics which is tis thurs.. hopefully it'll be as gd or better cuz i need all the marks for physics!~ dying for theory already now must catch up!!

damn hate being sick.. rawr i need to get better soon~ cannot let ppl worry abt me across the dist.. haha.

yays tml only 2 periods of maths n i can go home rest.. must do ppt for phys tml so tired today. shall rest early..update again~ byebyes n take cares ppl

2007-09-25T00:57:00.000+08:00

back to give a quick update.. since i can't really sleep properly. down with flu, sore throat n a flemmish cough damn. later on there's 2 presentation one impt the other one can heck care but still haiz. needa present in a croakish voice isn't very my way of a presentation>.<

another presentation that awaits for me on thurs hope by then i won't sound tat bad la.. anw this wk's a hol for the july intake students so the sch's pretty empty with only the may n sept express classes going one which i kinda like. but 3hrs of bio straight today just ain't my cup of tea man~ boring..

dear dear take care of ya self k? love ya~ sorry abt just now too>< i better get going to sleep tml gotta wake up early n it's 3 now gee.. nights ppl

2007-09-17T16:16:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. so long since i updated. nothing much exciting has been happening these days guess it'll b back to study study study until nov hahas.. ah boy.. got quite a homework list today better get going soon n blogger don't let me upload pics again!! RAWR. how irritating is tat..=(

anw, on fri my homestay took in another international student n tis time she's from korea~ quite a nice girl=) but really i can't believe she's 22!! like she look at most mayb like.. 20 to me only>< hahas n then sat i brought her to the city to get bus concession, stamps n letter pads for her to write home^^

after tat came back and then we were saying tat we need go on diet and then we went for a jog/walk/run arnd the area LOL. strange thing huh like second day of knowing each other only we go exercise together.. HAHAHA according to dear dear she also crazy as me.. lol~ but it was nice leh ^^ took a pic of the sky tat was getting dark v nice view~

kinda miss campus run thinking back now =X all the cheering n stuff was fun heh.. n i think too long neva run le until today legs still aching frm it>< but quite shiok la now got ppl to accompany me to run for another 3wks+ =D i don't like exercising nor running alone.

tat's abt it ba dear dear not home now cuz he has class outing but can't wait for him to get back then we chat~ hehs.. better start on my essay first if not later 1/2 doing work 1/2 talk to him i'll sad la cuz won't b able to concentrate on both.. tatas~ off to shower then work!=) actually got more to blog de but nvm leave for next time

i'm missing you, thinking of you always~<33 love ya dear dear!

2007-09-11T07:25:00.000+08:00

a while since i blogged le~ finally left ONE research essay n also a new report on the way to be done!

hahas.. i'm happy~~ dear dear came over the wkend and it was really nice to have 'em here!! his dad, sis, aunty tiffany( dad's fren) n also rain(sis' fren) was all here~ only his mommy cannot come cuz not enough leave le. heh i kinda missed auntie wors.. bet she missed the rest of 'em also since no one was at home for a wk to mess up the place LOL.

anw i'm really thankful that dear dear's parents made tis trip happened! tho brisbane here like nothing much we can do la but i do hope they enjoyed their stay here! i myself not v familiar with the place la but tried my best to bring them to interesting place liaos>,< hahas n i can say they've walked quite a lot at the city~ from the apartment to city n back cuz there's like no buses on sun n the timing also like crap la. so end up walking.. so like uncle said so much for a hol have to walk LOL.

sat was our 11th month anniversary!!~ n we spent it together YAY!! like it was like 3 mths since we couldn't spend our anni together but it's really special tis time round=) HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR! ^-^<3

so now their back in sg and i'm here in aus but in less than 3mths time i'll be flying back to sg~! with all my frens n family woohoo!! till then i'll have to work doublely hard! gtg get ready for sch liaos so update again soon ba=)

miss you dear dear!! muacks~

2007-09-04T18:08:00.000+08:00

Whees!!~~ i'm so happy~~ 2 more days just 2 more days!!~ woot!=) was super happy since sat.. hahaha cannot wait^-^~~

had test on mon, chem test pretty ok but haiz always cannot do well wha~ but nvm. today had chem essay draft due handed it in but boy got lots to edit for sure after tat cuz it was rather sloppy in my opp. righto~ 1 down 2 more essays to go phys n bio.. WHA~

must jia you n get it over soon thurs can see him whee~~ k super hyper rofl.. but then again thurs is one hell of a long day 9 right up to 5.30 got maths test somemore.. FASTER PASS~!

hahs.. wish me all the luck i can have to find right info for my essays ya?=) on wait now got report to write also.. whas!!~ kk better siam n so liao..

enjoy the rest of the hols ppl!!~ 48hrs!! then i can c you <3 take cares ppl=)

2007-08-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

haha.. near a week since i blogged once again! =X seldom got the time to update nowadays bz~ lol.. anw changed skin thanks to dear dear!=) thanks sweetie hehe..

alrights counting down to the days dear dear is here!! and also tests and assignments n essays i have and intend to finish before he's here.. hahas=D nothing much to blog abt but.. i really don't like OILY food~~!!!! n chinese cooks with LOTS of oil>.< scary amts to b exact.. cuz my classmate from china cooked dinner n it was ZOMG lots of oil.. but i guess it's normal for them ba eeks

today to save me n jen from terrible oily food i cooked! lols. fried rice with like lots of ingredients.. long bean, egg, corn, sausage, crab stick n prawn. LOL.but it was quite nice la.. n there was chicken tat my classmate cooked still oily but acceptable la.. hahahah~

need to chiong essays!!~ by this wk die die must finish!! tml need go UQ library look for 1 bk, 1 article for citation.. wahaha n thanks to dear dear i've came up with my english report hypothesis!!~ woots thanks dear dear=) muacks~ can't wait to see u^^ love love~

kk go n sleep le like 2 am now.. gd nights!

2007-08-26T21:21:00.001+08:00

changed blogskin! pls comment. oh its alvin here btw. hahas~ =p

2007-08-26T10:39:00.000+08:00

whee!!~ finally blogger is cooperative enough to let me update! almost about a wk la.. >.<||

1 wk~ just 1 more week!! so looking forward to it=3 exams are all over n all of ya deserve a good long break!!~=D but abit sian-ed cuz when i'm free, then all of my frens mugging for exams now u all free le my assignments n stuffs pile up higher than himalayas=.=|| k k abit exaggerated la but still~! rawrs. NEED TO CLEAR 'em before dear dear is here!!~ then can spend the rest of the time with him!=)

first day when i came back brisbane, it was raining liaos n the rainy season didn't stopped until just abt yest n the wind was so strong!! not to mention cold also la eeks. talk abt fickled minded weather indeed~ 'hu leng hu re' de.. eews n these days have been waking up late la too nice n comfy snuggled up under the blanket XD

then on tues had a whole long 4.5hrs to burn waiting for a 1hr chem lesson. why? cuz my phys n bio teachers were absent and both their lessons was double period!! rawrs. nvm.. waited for chem n guess wad~ it was only like a 35mins lesson!?!?!? gosh.. felt so cheated of my time la.. eeks.

lalas.. need to jia yous for studies man really~ slacking abit whee too much dies.. anw nothing much to blog abt also liaos.. stop here ba LOL. byebyes

2007-08-19T17:14:00.000+08:00

last day in sg.. gonna fly off in abt 4hrs leave the house in abt 2hrs.. I'LL MISS EVERYTHING HERE..

thanks dear dear for everything in this week i've really enjoyed every single sec spent together n i'll miss you tonnes!! can't wait to see you soon.. huggles love you lots lots deep deep forever~

to everyone in NP good luck and all the best for the papers~ just a wk more ya^^

shall sign off here ba will miss all of you lots!!!!!! cya all in dec ya=)

2007-08-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

one more day.. it seems just yest when i came back. the excitement has not subsided and yet it's almost time for departing real soon.. even though it's just a short wk and the time spent was not very long, i've really enjoyed everyone's company seriously

going back to sch and sitting arnd frens mugging away for exams or just the short celeb for abe's bday everything brought back memories. sweet sweet memories tat i've tried to push back when i was away. nothing seemed to have changed much here or mayb 3mths was not all that long for i still felt i was in NP just a wk ago hahas..
aus is just a part of the memory tat isn't all that strong i guess? =X

it will be exam week for everyone after i return and i hope all of ya will do well!! especially dear dear cuz u've not been revising much ne.. jia yous ok? after which we'll see each other again!! muacks jia yous=)

k just something i needa do after near a wk~ hahas

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:

ONE- good health to everyone
TWO- achieve 6+ gpa!
THREE- not to worry anyone
FOUR- spend more time with dear dear!!
FIVE- time pass quick to dec=)
Answer the following questions.

1.(the person who tag you is ...)
donnie, alvin, darren, joel

2.(your relationship with him/her is ...)
donnie> friends
alvin> dear dear!~
darren> my di
joel> friends

3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..)
donnie> funny, responsible, active, sociable, keeps too much stuff to urself=X
alvin> thinks abit too much=P,understanding, hardworking, smart and he's love!! =3
darren> easy going, quiet, loyal and.. very STM!!
joel> blur, fun-loving, helpful, jovial=)

4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you)
donnie> accompany me on the train n chatted abt personal stuff on the way back
alvin> erm alot eh.. most memorable when he talked to my dad? =X
darren> all the times we chat on msn hehes
joel> sending me off at the airport~

5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you)
donnie> hm.. i think it's 'thank you' don't say it too often la huh~bleah
alvin> X3 can guess ma? lol.. i'll always be there for you
darren> sha mei jie LOL.
joel> hm..

6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..)
love him wholeheartedly~ unfortunately i already am loving alvin dear dear!! hehes

7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)
donnie> open up more
alvin> don't think so pessimistic~
darren> be more decisive!
joel> don't be so easily bullied~

8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
do my best to resolve problem i don't wan any friends to turn enemies!!><

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)
misunderstanding, lack of communication

10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)
donnie> help him open up more
alvin> be by his side always
darren> go catch a movie LOL.
joel> get to know him better~

11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...)
donnie> studious lol.
alvin> smart
darren> funny
joel> blur~~

12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?)
caring yet abit quiet?

13.(the character you love of yourself are ...)
helpful

14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...)
procrastinate too much

15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...)
i'm fine with myself. EVERYONE'S UNIQUE k..

16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..)
if i have ever hurt you in anyway, i'm sorry!!

17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1. alvin
2. janice
3. donnie
4. denyse
5. abe
6. darren
7. yingli
8. joel
9. steph
10. pamela

11.(who is no.6 having relationship with?)
yiting

12.(Is no.9 a male or female?)
female~

13.(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
wha!! they not les k much less they don't know each other

14.(How about no.8 and 5?)
erms NO! 5 is attached~

15.(What is no.2 studying about?)
biotech (vet sci)

16.(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)
hm.. wed?

17.(What kind of music band does no.8 like?)
erm.. not sure wor

18.(Does no.1 has any siblings?)
elder sister~

19.(Will you woo no.3?)
erms i'm attached!!!

20.(How about no.7?)
she's my daughter heavens..

21.(Is no.4 single?)
yep yep

22.(What's the surname of no.5?)
chen abelina chen enling~=)

23.(What's the hobby of no.4?)
shopping!

24.(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)
yea but not as close

25.(Where is no.2 studying at?)
TP

26.(Talk something casually about no.1)
dear dear~

27.(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?)
ya as frens=)

28.(Where does no.9 live at?)
erms.. dunno wor oops~

29.(What color does no.4 like?)
pink^^

30.(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)
not best frens but as yeye n granddaughter! rofl

31.(Does no.7 likes no.2?)
they don't know each other!

32.(How do you get to know no.2?)
primary sch classmate

33.(Does no.1 have any pets?)
there's fishies in his hse but not his LOL=)

34.(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)
hurhur my daughter.. ya LOLs

took quite awhile to think of this hahas..

2007-08-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

woots time to update!!~ i'm so so happy=) i'm back in sg!

k k long story short, my parents decided to let me come back cuz i really had nothing to do in brisbane. >D was only decided on sat tat i can come back then sun flight woots~ love my parents lots man.. missed 'em so much also~

so fast half the hols is gone n i'll need to fly back in.. 3 1/2 days time >< good times really pass quickly. thru this few months of overseas studies it really has taught me alot of things n made me came to realisation of many.
1.i've got really nice and caring parents tat seriously gives me the best of what they can
2.all my friends and loved ones are always there to share the 'suan tian ku la'
3.i'm really fortunate compared to many
4.if you want anything don't rely on others cuz only u know best what way u want it to turn out
5.money don't come easy! (of course la..)

2007-08-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

whee~ it's been 10 months since dear dear and i are together~ quite a long period of time it seems but we've seperated for 3mths already. time flies doesn't it?

HAPPY 10TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR!!~~

love you lots! =) 3 more wks n i'll be able to see you after such a long time~ huggles can't wait ne. but first u gotta get over ur exams.. must jia you ok? lets work hard n play hard after tat^-^V muacks

kk i better get going to study wasted quitta bit of time liaos cooked up dinner with my housemate frm china will talk more abt it tml ba. go chiong study first.. LOL. lasto paper!!~

till tml take cares n miss you all!!=)

2007-08-02T16:01:00.000+08:00

well well i'm home after studying. n i really think the best place i study at isn't at home nor in sch.. it's the library. how i wish i know why hahs.. but yeah strange eh.

i can't wait for exams to be over yet i can wait for exam to come.. i think i'm wierd~ wadever la heck it LOL. n of course cannot wait for dear dear to finish his exams n come over visit~ <3 kk b4 tat i gotta gambatte for mine!! wish me luck ppl^^

physics~ sink into my head pls~ i need u stuck seriously..

tagged by darren di so here it is haha

Please read the rules first :Each player starts off the game by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as stating the rules clearly.In the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1.cannot swollow tablets so i bite =X

2.used to dislike eating spicy stuff.. chilli sauce included LOL

3.can never finish a bag potato chips

4.weird dejavu of some ppl even tho it's first time meeting

5.has a weird liking for dangling earrings.. random la

6.cannot stand half eaten stuff/open things

The following 6 ppl are tagged:
erms.. must it really b six? anyone will do.. if u're really bored hahs.. i was tagged tho lols~ quite hard i must say thinking of ur own wierd things hahas shall stop here byebyes~

2007-07-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

whee swot vac is finally here. means exams r in a wk's time. yay. i'm so so 'enthu' abt it.sigh. don't know what's with me also these days getting worked up with small small things, disappointed cuz of obv reasons n last of all getting the heck care attitude towards some stuff..

WHAT'S WRONG with me anyway. got more to say but nvm shan't for now do no gd to anyone at all. i wanna and need to study but somehow tat motivation is draining and comes when it shouldn't WTF. i'm pissed with myself la dammit.

"MUST STUDY" i think i need to chant it to myself every time i wake up n b4 i sleep sia.. cannot cannot this is not happening to me now motivation must come back~ i need u desperately. gee.. okay tat's much better after saying it out phew~

just awhile ago was talking to dear dear before he had to go out for dinner.. i miss him so much but yet.. oh bother nvm i think is i thinking too much liaos. *pop whatever idea tat's there* gambarumasu tat's all i must think abt!! rawr. i needa snap outta tat tot of mine>.< i'm much more fortunate than others n i needa keep tat opportunity before it flies. no opportunity comes knocking twice, nothing will appear to u the second time once it's gone. conclusion?? do what u must to not live regretting it what u didn't do. boy y am i getting so philosophical today><

kk.. time to nail myself to the chair n get some work done. minna gambatte for what's gonna come!~

2007-07-24T17:08:00.000+08:00

heh.. just a nice pic of a rainbow i saw today morning~ so happy cuz it was a full rainbow! frm 1 end to another.. tho my phone cam not as gd to take the whole thing but yeah just wanna share it here ^^ cuz sg the rainbow is like parts of it shown only.. n it was a gd start/omen!=)

today had bio test which was pretty alright hope i will do well then can pull the gpa back to a 7.. hai~~ the rest of the subs so disappointing. anw, next wk's swot vac then self study.. physics ah physics.. i freaking need to get the hang of it!! rawrs. n the essays n plans so many to do all like deadlines drawing near>< i need time~ more time~ k k enough of tat.

just a while ago my homema left for the airport to go sydney visit her son who's bday is tml!~ n so we will b having the hse to ourselves for tml LOL. pretty nice i think. n i tried to cook up lunch for tml. chicken rice. can say it's like instant chicken rice lo.. cuz i used powder chicken stock add water then add rice to cook in the..... MICROWAVE gee cuz tat's the only rice cooker we got here. b4 tat don't ask me how my homema cooks the rice OMG.>< then the chicken is bought cooked de. n we added those canned corn to the lunch~ so tada~ my lunch for tml.. ahaha.. cannot believe my weird/creative thinking of chicken rice worked n it's pretty nice la..

essays, homework assignments, plan for essays all due this wk!!~dareka tasukete~ haha myself only i guess>.< must jia you~ shall try to get over the english essay draft first.. 1k words waiting for me write abt nuclear technology. n also physics assignment. tho steve extended dateline but i dunno how to do!! so must try all the question hopefully by tonight then tml can ask questions.. so shall chop chop get cracking. wish me luck ppl tatas

2007-07-22T09:41:00.000+08:00

back to blog for the past few days.. gee my shoulders' are quite sore now cuz of basketball. DARNS.. must be thinking y right.. cuz of maths proj is on a freaking basketball related thingy tat we were forced to take due to the limited no of maths topic n we missed the class to choose cuz of english seminar. T-T

worst of all i think yet was really a bad day cuz i spilt water over lappy yest T-T i was so afraid it'll no work anymore after tat cuz it kinda short circuited n stuff. n it was a warm FULL cup of water all over the keyboard.=( still i'm finding it miraculous tat i can use it after that and much less blog abt it on lappy! >.< disasterous ain't it.. oh wells.

i think i'm really getting v v dense now slow in sensing so many things. don't ask me wat but yeah i'm feeling tat way alright. sigh WHY!?! too laidback n taking things for granted huh.. really can go n bang my head on the wall n get my usual self back.. man. n i need my motivation to b stronger than ever to make my results go up!!!!! rawr.

okay tat's abit it n er i better get going to do my work.. everyone work hard n smart n counting down to swot vac n sem 1 exams..

2007-07-19T19:42:00.000+08:00

wahoo.. back to blog a lil.. had back my bio test n yet again NOT satisfactory for me.. RAWR it's irritating to know tat u know how to do the questions yet make such retarded mistakes tat just cause ur marks to FLY. anw i just don't wan my gpa to drop any further..=( lots of projs seminars in the way for like.. all the subs making it 5. >.< thank god it's only the plans n drafts due tis sem n presentations the next sem.. ONE more wk to bare b4 swot vac means 2 more wks to sem 1 exams.. OH NO>.<

i'm so so not in ready for physics. i know nuts abt it! rawr. oh well i need to die die work on it. assignment due next wk also 1 wk to do. tian ah~ tasukete~~~ eeks. n there's 2 tests next wk chem on mon, bio on tues. wha... tml going to UQ again for this experience science thingy tat will last for the whole day. y did i even choose to go! cuz if not i'll end at 1 plus can attend english to complete the intro para for my discursive essay tat's awaiting me.. nuclear technology nya...

k tat's abt it gotta go shower n get the hell working on the stuff.. bz bz wk ahead n i wanna do well.. man wish me luck esp for phys.><

something short b4 i go n i find it quite true so share with u all

Your Love Quote

Love is not a matter of counting the years --it's making the years count.

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2007-07-16T15:23:00.000+08:00

whee today cuz of july intake orientation, we get hols~ for the day hehe.. ^^ went to the bank to change my add n also went grocery shopping at chinatown WAHAHA first time really.. FIRST time i go grocery shopping so happy can.. bought instant noodles n guess what~ i saw this frozen food n i just HAD to buy.. XD made in s'pore and i was quite surprise to see it there~ lala..

XD so next time try liao then tell u guys how is it.. hahahas

today nothing much finished revising bio DNA n RNA stuff.. gonna need to do chem n also physics! rawr. i need to work on physics badly... tian ah!~ k tat's abt it n i'm happy hahas.. wondering how did dear dear go for his day i'll know in a while~=)

nothing much exciting de liaos =x so i shall stop! lol. tatas~

2007-07-12T16:14:00.000+08:00

today got home early cuz presentations finished pretty early hahas.. it wasn't all tat bad today XD so decided to just update a bit ba.. LOL.

yest was jen's bday n had a mini surprise for her n she liked it =D had quite a big dinner and also the cakey~ hahas it was an ice cream cake n it was quite plain so i decorated it with chocolate writing n also strawberries ^^ first time writing on a cake with choc squeezed outta the corner of a plastic bag but it was pretty gd for first timer ba.. but still i didn't really like the handwriting LOL. cannot have so high expectation ba.. hahahas so here's a pic of it with long long candles bought by my home-ma ^^ she's really nice too~

glad tat i could make this bday a special one for her!! =) but then again i think back about my bday just a normal day LOL. sad la BUT neh mind cuz i celebrated it 1mth earlier with my family n dear dear.. hahas muacks~

tat's abt it n i'm super hyper now.. over dosage of sweet stuff n just 1 news. ^^ i'm happy~~

2007-07-11T16:44:00.000+08:00

tml seminar.. haven finish the slides RAWR. anw, this few days have been bio, bio more bio plus seminar.. dunno y also quite tired tho.. strange. today's jen, my classmate, housemate and quite gd fren's bday!!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY GIRL!! =)

quite a normal day today but the seminar session was fun with all the discussion and stuff^-^ tml our turn hope it'll be really gd!

monday was bio test and we got back the previous test results not too bad but it still made my gpa not ideal for me la.. i wan it to be gd n really this is one of the rarest time i'm so into results results results n also study like 'siao' LOL. cuz probably my mindset changed every since i came over ba~ thanks to my parents and objective in live has neva been so great =x haha dunno what i'm talking but ya.

k gonna talk abt something really quite far still cuz i haven even got thru the first semester exam i'm thinking of what will happen when i finish the entire course. well then~ i might not stay on for the graduation ceremony thingy tat's on the 5th dec and return straight after my papers to sg!~ gd n bad ba.. gd cuz i'll be able to see all my loved ones earlier!! i miss you all so so so much~~ bad cuz i won't b going to sydney tis yr. not tat important la but i sure wanna explore tat place n mayb visit tina=)

tat's just a vague plan for now n i don't wanna say anything for sure la now just comcentrate on all the studies n hard work first. ^^

dear dear ah sorry for being in such a spoiler i know u care alot for me and u're constantly worried abt me but don't let that mind of urs run wild ok??? =) love you as wide as the sky~ hehe.. n gambatte with me for studies yeah~ i really hope ur parents will allow u to come over brissy find me but if cannot don't quarrel with 'em ok? i'm sure they have their reasons for objecting and i'll understand de. no worries~ MUACKS!!

should go on to working on my seminar slides and in the meantime wait for dinner to be ready~ byebyes ppl!

2007-07-08T10:51:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 9th MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR!!~

2007-07-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

tml another mth anni with dear dear~ happy yet sad. 9 months since me n him got together yet the 2nd mth we can't spend it together.. haix. =( i miss him so so so much till words can't seem to described it already>.<

what a not so exciting wk had pass but i'm glad the timetable kinda got better for the next wk but yet there's no time for our grp seminar preparation. cuz our grp members got take different subs so our breaks r different n tat's BAD~ thinking of skipping 1 or 2 bio lessons just to find some time to work on it but see how it goes ba.. don't wan bio's GPA to be another saddening one.. chem, maths n physics enough for now.. RAWR.

today sat n yet we went back to sch to do seminar hardworking?=X LOL.. but we didn't manage much cuz 1 member wasn't there. n her part was rather crucial la.. so nothing we could do~ then tml i meeting her to do it.. sigh~ what a way to spend the wkend.. i wan watch movie.. man~ dunno if the increase for movie tix price real or not.. i don't wan spend 11AUD watching just one show!! =(

next wk my hsemate, classmate bday got plan a lil surprise for her~ hahas hope she like it! but seriously i'm envious~~ cuz my 18th bday really is not worth mentioning la.. it was just like an ordinary day to sch n stuff.. wha~~ oh wells.. next yr might just b worst >.< i don't wanna think gee.. tat's abt it update next time..

counting down to 9 mths anni with dear dear yet can't celeb.. WHA.. T_T

2007-07-03T17:49:00.000+08:00

back to blog for just a short one yet again.. was off earlier cuz my physics teacher decided to be a kind person n cancel the last 2 periods for today.. THANKS STEVE!!! hectic wk for may express course hols for the rest of the 'sch' and also some teachers. what does this lead to? hell of a wk for may ex. ppl.. cuz the teachers squeeze 10 lessons into 1 wk and omg i'm sure it's BAD. this wk had 2 assignments due on the same day n it was online de.. great things happen when u don't wan it to. wiley(the site name) decided to go on a big maintanence for 2days n so it was the 2 days before the assignment due during the wkends. HELL. i didn't have the hard copy of the textbks n relied on the the online text..

so end up i nearly went crazy trying to figure out stuff for physics thru the sites i searched for n also the ppt slides tat was used for the standard course. still~ it was not much of use >< n worked till near 2 for the previous days.. strangely i'm feeling ok n quite energetic at times mayb cuz adrenaline overload ba.. which is gd cuz i'll need it for today. y? phys assignment due tml n there's chem tutorials (3 of 'em) and also physics test to study for.. boy oh boy i can't wait to get over tml ASAP..

dear dear don't worry so much abt me i'm alright~ n ppl do forget stuff n get pissed over suck insignificant things like the webby when nearing the dead line especially ur dear here~ so heh.. bare with me ya.. n it's u tat let makes me go on with the things i'm doing so don't felt guilty or anything okies?? huggles.. sorry this wk won't have much time to spend talking to ya gomen~~~ love ya lots

righto.. should get going on my stuff, eat dinner n chiong stuff~ wkends faster come... =X shit next wk bio test RAWR~ hols faster come!! LOL.

2007-06-27T17:20:00.000+08:00

rawr.. back to post just a short one before starting my hw tat is like s huge mountain now.. not tat i'm not clearing 'em but it's neva-ending zz.

it felt so long since i last saw the stars hanging in the sky ever since i moved over to my new place.. it's like something important missing from the day.. looking at the stars up high somehow give me confort abt being here away frm all others frm sg n it's missing.. secretly inside i think i probably was really wissing upon the start hoping tat my wishes would be granted.

today was the sept batch's graduation day n it was suppose to b at a hotel but responses wasn't tat gd so it was held in sch common area.. n today we ended sch at 5 instead cuz of graduation.. boy i swear i'm so envious of the sept batch ppl. BUT my turn will come in no time *self psycho* righto. anw there'll b maths test tml n 2 assignments due soon n also seminar slide thinking of rushing it out by tml or max fri since there's so much to do.. must as well get over it fast

oh yeah.. the topic for tat english seminar tat my grp's doing is women liberation rights.. researching on it makes us feel really lucky cuz we're not muslims/ born in those muslim countries cuz women there is so so pitiful.. anything they do wrong might just cause 'em their lives. >< honour killing n discriminations.. i'm glad sg's not like 'em if not i'll probably die afew times liao LOL.

hm.. tat's abt it ba gotta shower n then start work n hopefully able to chat with dear dear for awhile..miss him so much. yest didn't manage to talk cuz he was too tired, day b4 i was bz what's for today? =X i hope nothing.. really. take cares ppl update again soon

2007-06-24T11:54:00.000+08:00

had a class gathering at sashi's who is also a singaporean n she had chicken rice for us!=) thanks girl~ (tho she won't b reading tis) hahas.

in the morning went over to DFO direct factory outlet or something.. ya n there's just so many shops there! it's like expo but shops inside.. hahs n all the branded stuff r there~ like billabong, quiksilver n other shops all at discounted price n it was still on sales!! >< go there can go mad.. but i restrained frm buying too many things cuz i need to mind my budget if not spend like siao. n my dad only transfer $$ when i need so yah. don't wanna let him have too big a burden sending $$ over cuz the exchange rate now is CRAZY. 1.34 or arnd there now when last time was 1.27+ gee.. why aussie dollar must come into power now when i'm here?!?!?! RAWR.

bought a billabong wallet n also a ring for dear dear but i'm afraid it's kinda big. >< n yet again the wallet colour.. white. it's just nice n cannot resist not buying it.. ahaha. after that our homestay mama took us to the city then we had to bring the colombia guy tat is staying at my homestay's apartment upstairs to the city to get the bus consession n stuff b4 heading to sashi's.. so we only got there at approx 3 n yeah ate.. haha

n once again there was alcohol. n jen got drunk or tipsy again!!>< i know she was sad n kept calling out for jason(her bf in sg) and i was kinda sad too cuz i missed dear dear too much n wanted to drink also =x but have to look after jen so i neva got the chance to drink alot.. had lemonade there n absolute vodka(peach) so i mixed the 2 n it was nice.. so nice until it was passed arnd n i barely drank 1/4 of it. BOOS.. then we played truth/dare n it was just so funny..LOL.

after we came back chatted with dear dear n stuff n my classmate said after we left they( the girls) spoke bad abt jen.. i can guess what was it roughly abt.. cannot drink still drink so much blah blah blah. but in my opinion i found jen quite brave tho.. to drink n heck care what others thought abt her. letting the emotions run free. i doubt i'll ever b able to do tat. my brain's to dominant n think of consequences b4 acting on it. so ya. don't worry dear dear~ tat's abt it..

today have to start serious studying n mug for assignments n test coming up. i feel too inferior to the rest of the class le la.. die~ GAMBATTE~! n i need psycho myself abt not hating/disliking physic. MAN.. I LOVE PHYSICS!*copyright frm my amaths teacher* lol~

2007-06-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

finally able to blog again.. felt so long.

one wk has passed and it was quite a long one. had 2 tests maths & chem.. n the rests was out over the wkend OMG. the teachers so efficient >< n i'm upset with the chem marks.. both the practical n unit test result was out n it was only a 77% overall percentage which is equivalent to a gpa 6(highest is 7) may not seem tat big a diff to many but to me getting the scholarship makes a hell lot of diff n also it seemed i got the lowest comparing to my other classmates>< gotta work hard~~~ GAMBATTE to myself. =X

anyways my dad was here for the wkend!!! u don't know how happy was i to see my dad at here, going to the hotel we stayed at after sch n knock on the hotel door. it's like someone so close to u is here with u in a foreign country to visit n tat feeling was just great! and celebrating father's day with him yest.. heh.. didn't manage to get a present for him but spent quality time n made tea for breakfast LOL. i need find his prez for him!! tis time with his bday gift included.. hahas.

today had biology practical first was microscopy work n we didn't even use the 100x magnification! no oil emersion.. hahs then was the froggy disection! still i don't dare to touch the frog!!>< all cold n squishy u know eeks!! by the disection was okay pretty straining for the eyes but jen n i did a gd job!! =D mr froggy still die quite a honourably ba=X tml another day of prac n after tat physics prac.. oh well should b quite a gd wk i hope.. i'm still disappointed in my chem results!!! n also the rest in fact.

enough of sch work. i'm missing dear dear terribly.. n also my all of my frens in s'pore. looking at all the past post i had and pics in lappy n also my phone just brings back memories. sometimes looking at 'em can tear>< listen to songs especially with significances to both me n dear dear n also the lyrics with great meanings just brings the emotions up frm some where far behind my sub-consciousness.. n on the outside i guess i don't show much of it n mask it up with a big great smile hope i can cont with this n survive thru the 5 mths remaining or so.. just need to find a plc i can vent it out i guess? well.. guess so.

hahas.. ppl after reading this pls don't worry so much i'm okay n ya. just needed to get it off me.. but i think i may not b able to blog so frequent either cuz my new homestay wireless tat was just set up by my dad is not v stable i think. keeps dc-ing.. crappy.. so tat's abt it.. tatas.. mayb tml when i finish prac i can come n post the pic of my disected frog? erm.. then again not later u guys see le don't dare eat n puke then i'll feel so bad.. lol. byebyes

2007-06-11T09:22:00.000+08:00

back to blog!! k mayb just a quick one cuz 1. i don't have pics yet argh. 2. tonnes of hw n stuff to be done today so it'll just b a short one ba.. >.<"

friday, 8th
after sch went to sunnybank with jen we took a bus there n surprisingly we didn't get lost! ahaha~ which was gd ^^ was suppose to have lunch first then shop end up we walked about explore the place till 3+ b4 we decided to settle down at a korean stall to have lunch! ate some curry with katsu rice bowl which so reminded me of jap instead of korean food.. =X but was quite nice~ or mayb cuz i haven had such a 'asian' food for quite a while LOL. sat there chit chat a bit then cont walking arnd.. went home abt 5+ but the bus came late so i missed the last bus home n er.. had to call my homestay pick me up frm mt ommaney.. sigh~ i seriously DISLIKE the transport sys here!! just not right when u're in a hurry ARGH!~

i miss dear dear~ n it was our anni tat day!! nya~ love ya sweetie!!

saturday,9th
had a class bbq outing n wow.. first thing miss the bus liao n the next was like an hr later. SO~ had to walk to the mt ommaney to get the bus n tat took me 1/2hr to walk! gee.. anw~ got there n met the rest but was late la obviously.. felt bad to make 'em wait for me n the wind was strong heh...>< but they understood cuz i had to walk to get the bus! lol~

get the stuff to bbq n headed of to the fren's hse haha~ it was more like a heat up session cuz they bought cook whole chicken n marinated kebabs n stuff n was cooking it on the bbq hahas!! but was gd la=) n here came the prob~ they bought red n white wine too so some of us drank abit just to keep warm( like me) n some just drank too much n got drunk OMG~ then had to carry the 2 drunk ones to my fren's apartment n oh boy tat was really funny n scare la. n it was the first time i encountered such thing n heng i know the add of one of my fren's n so they could send 'em back home~ n thankfully they didn't get into trouble with their homestay cuz they're over 18 le..

went home after the chaos but there wasn't bus into my hse area so~ bet u guessed it.. walked home again. hurhur.. gd exercise eh.. close to an hr of walk a day.. LOLS

sunday, 10th
was suppose to meet to go over my fren's hse for some stuff n lunch! she wanted to cook for us XD chinese food~ at last! but sadly we didn't go cuz jen was still kinda having a headache n i was abit reluctant to walk out 1/2hr to the bus again.. but still i did just to get some stuff frm the shopping mall.. therefore walked an hr again.>.<|| guess can say i sorta got use to walking eh.. hahahas

1 more wk to go before i'll b moving over to clayfield.. feeling sad to move outta here just when i'm getting used to it ya.. def will miss my homestay's cooking n also 'em!! they're really nice~ oh yea n i bought a lil angel thingy for 'em as a small gift to show my appreciation for the hospitality~

well then tat's abt it for now n today's queen's bday! so i get a day of hols LOL~ but it'll be burnt up working on hw n assignments since last wk was hectic prac, didn't do much of the other 2 sciences>.<

tatas ppl~ hopefully can update with pics the next onen^^ jya ne~

2007-06-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

back to update.. for yest and today had practical session at UQ. was quite a nice feeling getting back in the lab and work on experiments again just like in the past tho diff environment. slept in a lil today n missed the bus by 2mins at 7.15 n had to wait till 7.37 for the next! was so worried i won't make it in time to sch to catch the bus tat's bringing us to UQ.. so walked as fast as i could n reached sch in 8mins or so record breaking lo considering central station's pretty far frm sch n all the slopes GEE..

had titration today n it was so diff=.=|| cuz instead of having the indicator there, we had to use the meter tat tells pH n plot a graph based on the readings then determine end pt n also equivalent pt.. was totally irritating >< it was the 2nd prac in the day n we had to give 2 graphs a weak n a strong acid graph. so had to chiong thru drawing a graph in the last few mins of the prac b4 they chased us outta the lab cuz time was up. so kinda had the 'responsibility' to draw it asap *felt like graph machine la..* plot all the pts then draw, do calculations of pKa n Ka using values on the graph>.> thank god it was quite accurate n got gd marks for tat report phew.

then there was a metal ions test on 5 diff chemicals n boy was it confusing.. anyway it went pretty well heh.
tml.. back to IES for normal lesson lol. can't wait for bio labs!! but i dread phys lab SHISH.. electricity, lenses or another i can't rmb but yeah i like labworks=)

i miss dear dear so so so so so much>.T all the songs on ipod just reminds me of the moments we had n aw.. such memories i wanna see u dearie! ><

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR!!(in adv) love you <3

right k then shall go n study n gambatte~ u guys had hard time with CTs n now it's time to enjoy!~ =) tatas

2007-06-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

Kiss ~ Kaerimichi No Love Song by Tegomass

On the way home from the park, just the two of us
Watching you being more happy than usual, I asked:
"What would you do if the world disappears tomorrow?"
You didn't say anything and just held my arm tighter Ne
Ne Look this way to me
Our lips are so close my heart wouldn't stop thumping

No matter how you act, no matter when it is, I'll always keep ahold of you
If you're hurt and tears fall,
Even if everyone around the world turn into enemies, I'll always protect you
I LOVE YOU I don't need any words
Your kiss is my last, forever

Our usual separating place, there's nothing I could do, I know
You blow up your cheeks, let go of our hands, and leave Ne
Ne Look this way to me
Our lips get closer together, my heart wouldn't stop thumping

Even if it's someone like me, I can get stronger if you're with me
Love is a strange magic, I'm not afraid of anything
Even if everyone around the world turn into enemies, I'll never let you go
STAND BY ME It can't be just anyone
I want you to stay by me

Ah~ with your innocent face you say:
"Ne, Are you still going to kiss me when I turn into a grandma?"
Ne When that time comes, it's the same for me
I will never let go of your hand

No matter how you act, no matter when it is, I'll always keep ahold of you
If you're hurt and tears fall,
Even if everyone around the world turn into enemies, I'll always protect you
I LOVE YOU I don't need any words
Your kiss is my last, forever

2007-06-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

waha.. finally got the time to blog=X tml's chem lab at UQ!! woohoo~ can't wait so excited hahas~

hm~ this wk has been quite relaxing compared to the previous wk cuz there was only maths n english for the rest of the days tat we didn't have chem labs tat's tml n thurs heh..

but u guys must be wondering what did i do on my bday right? lol.. nothing much actually was suppose to watch pirates with afew other girls BUT all dunno how come last min can't make it or wad n ended up only me n jennifer so the 2 of us and her fren tat's frm NP on attachment went shopping hahas~ n i bought my winter jacket. it was quite fun going out with them n they were felicia's exclassmate!!! eto the SGL felicia lol~ so yeah the world is SMALL~

hm.. what else oh yeah~ i'll be moving out of my current homestay to jen's tat will be nearer to sch an also more convenient as compared to now. but i'll really miss the Lavery family~~ they are such nice ppl ^^ n my dad will b coming over to help me move to the now homestay in mid of june!! approx 2 wks frm now can't wait~ i miss him lots!!!!!

alrights i think tat's abt it for now so i'll b off to read my pre-lab stuff for tml update soon

miss dear dear...~

2007-05-31T18:25:00.000+08:00

wows what a bz wk it was.. assignments, lessons, tests n more.. geez finally it's gonna be wkend SOON.. can't wait to get over the english test tml then woohoo wkends. guess it's the first time i've had test on my bday LOL. wait, tat will mean deadline for my physics assignment too! shucks.. really hate tat assignment. it's like NEVER ENDING!!

was doing it thru the last 2 nights and just couldn't complete it yet. worst was the deadline was already extended frm wed to tml n still we can't finish it?! tat's how bad it was=X

had maths test today n another test tml n next wk is chem practicals at UQ followed by bio then physics for the next 2 wks or so.. will b bz no doubt but i kinda look forward to it cuz it's LAB work n not plain studying in class u know heh.. these few lessons for chem was abt prac procedures n also basic techniques needed in the experiments n i'm glad to say i've done 'em! (almost all but the machineries r abit diff ya) can't wait.. n during the classes it just reminded me of lab sessions we had in poly with yanlin n denyse as my lab partner~ will never forget tat so after lesson was just basically reminiscing the gd old days in yr1. really miss n love it.

tml.. FINALLY turning 18(gee was tat long..) n first in my entire life to spend bday overseas with new frens, new surroundings n such. i was just now over the phone my parents wished me happy bday in adv and sung me bday song how i missed 'em.. was abt to tear but just kept 'em in n be cheery n happy.
today my classmate (sg de) was talking abt her relationship with her bf then dunno y drifted into long dist relationship. then me n jennifer whose bf are both in s'pore was like so so envious cuz she had her bf her with studying too

i miss you dear dear!! jia you for CTs okay? will be here to cheer u on n work hard together tho i can't be next to u now~ love you lots lots <3 take care too!!

chiong for physics assignment.. Zz..

2007-05-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

k today was quite a nice day until!~ i got 'lost' half an hr n ran n walk like siao trying desperately to find me way back.. really just cuz i missed 1 stop n geh kiang try to find my way back n found myself on a seemingly never ending road T.<|| was really terrible. first time in a long while i felt stranded. the cars were just passing on the highway n u'll just feel so so small><

a biker came by and i asked for direction.. and she said tat was in the opposite direction tat i walked all the over frm. omfg. making things worst i don't know why in the hell the prepaid didn't have enough credit to msg or even call! imagine tat.. ran all the way to where i can frm n still i duno where to go. thankfully found a kind couple tat i stopped to ask for directions and they helped me find the way n even sent me to the entrance of the estate so thank god for 'em really..

okay before all this scary n tiring runs n walk, we finished classes earlier and went to a shopping mall almost twice the size of jurong pt i guess lol.. had lunch at the food junction and had a regular mac fries n a bubble tea which was gd~ hah.. then the funny part came. my classmate ordered a burger with a small orange juice tat costed AUD$1.50 and the pic below should show y it was so so funny.. LOL

so yeah.. n we manage to find a shop tat sells really cheap stuff! haha.. so i bought some stuff hahas~ yep tat's abt it both scary n nice day.. oh well

dear dear don't upset abt it le k? mya.. love you loads muacks!!!!

2007-05-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

just remembered wks ago i wanted to post these pics up hahs.. my bday cakey in adv n the watch my sis gave me for bday n the lil swallow(early) tulip gave me.. man it seemed just yest.. i miss everything><

2007-05-24T19:10:00.000+08:00

okays just here for a really short one..

today's abit more slack frm sch cuz there's not tat much hw n there was quite a long break which i was really thankful abt cuz the last 2 days was OMG.

now everytime i see the stars hanging in the sky it just reminds me of u dear dear n also montuwed. how i kept wishing u're here to see it too i'm sure u'll love it also it's just like what we all saw during montuwed campfire.. the whole sky's just filled with 'em!
just like i said before i wanna watch stars with you again next to each other.. tho we still look at the same sky, the views r different, time is different really so close yet so far><

just me or am i getting more sensitive/over concern? rawr..=.=|| i wanna catch pirates soon... finally wkends r near

2007-05-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

woots!~ FINAlLY~ i get to blog on my own lappy!!=) heh was waiting for tis day a long long time =X anw, today was quite a terrible day.. started of missing the bus then 7 outta 8 lessons plus miss then bus when going home by like 2 secs WOW.. mayb i too short for the bus driver to see me waving frantically >.< but seems so so impossible haix. so ending up taking another bus nearby n had hard time finding a cab to get home.. finally reached home n the cab fare was 12aud jia lat la! even the driver didn't really knew his way arnd n blah.. it ended up so ex.. geez.

okay hm.. i think most of the time in the week will be spent studying, doing hw stay home rest. mayb just adding in watching pirates this wkend i hope provided my fren is free la=) so.. tat's abt my boring life for now ahaha.

i miss everyone really especially dear dear!!!! rawr.. everyone jia you n study ya~ exams coming up soon i know mine r in like approaching really soon too *sigh* guess tat's really all abt getting gd grades now! GAMBATTE MINNA~ <3

and this was one of the quotes i found for english assignment and i found it quite true.. so just to share it

"The block of granite which was an obstacle in the pathway of the weak becomes a stepping stone in the pathway of the strong" Thomas Caryle

so overcoming the granite will make the weak stronger =)

2007-05-17T19:12:00.000+08:00

man~ so sad after so so so many days then can get online n get into blogger n msn. rawr msn still not available to me T-T cannot chat but at least i'm happy at least blogger is working phew.

okay brisbane's really kinda different from s'pore cuz of quite a no. of reasons n i'm getting use to it still.. 1. the currency!!,2. transport,3.time diff!!>.< 4. the stupid schedule for sch =( but it's not such a big prob now..
k starting with 1. the things here are EXPENSIVE, 2. the distance frm my homestay to sch is an hr.. okay abt the same frm tanah merah->clementi BUT tis is way worse then tat>< the last bus into the home area is 6.45!! OMG n i missed the last bus today n my homestay uncle has to come out to fetch me back._< n it's bus-train-walk(10 mins up sloppy area frm city to sch. 3. it's still kinda irritating to see the sunset at 5.30 n dark like 8pm in s'pore EEKS..

k tat's all for the complains n the good things abt it is the weather's kinda comfy now but it'll gonna get quite cold in abt 2wks time wonder how would it b lols... but the ppl here are really friendly ^^

yes.. now to thank everyone for sending me off tat day.. was really happy to see all of u!! n i really appreciated the video n jeremiah our light bulb practically appearing in 3/4 of the scenes LOL.. the postcards n photos i'll keep 'em n read 'em when i'm thinking of u all=D love you guys!!! really miss having all of u arnd~~

dear dear.. don't be upset/ feeling low okay? i'm missing, thinking n loving you all the same and i know u will b too~!maucks! n huggles~~~ so we'll still keep in touch over the phone till i get the internet connection up at home.. rawr y sch internet cannot go msn/blogger! i lugged it to sch for 2 days n still cannot...=(

i'll update soon alrights ppl? cuz using my homestay's lappy.. can't b on it for too long..so tatas!

2007-05-07T12:03:00.000+08:00

back to blog for the last time in s'pore.. was wanting to post tis up yest but packed till really late so it was pushed off till today...

so many last min packin.. all that i wanna bring over for memory but there's just too many>.< so just came down with the solutions.. kept 'em in the head n not forgotten at all hahas..

been keeping back all the sad emotions with the happy but it isn't keeping up any longer. cuz the day has finally come. a chinese phrase came to mind n literal translation is 'there's never a celebration tat won't come to an end'. n so has the time to leave for a new start of studies in another place. i'll be missing each and every single one i know and especially my dear dear, alvin.. i know he's been trying his best too not showing his sadness with the overpowering highness n enthu-ness..

gambarumasu dear dear!! huggles.. love you loads

yesterday.. wat a turn out of events.. met 2 of my sec sch frens to get some stuff. have not seen 'em for so long n frm one i was reminded of how lucky am i to get such a chance and i won't waste it at all.. i do hope to see her there soon.. all the best girl!
she's been such a sweet person and gave me a ty plushie it's really cute! will post up the pics.. rawr! stupid.. blogger not cooperating zz.. mayb in the next post>.<

at night celebrated my bday in adv with a cake and my sis gave me a watch for prez! n it's also yet again.. white. hahas..

counting down 6hrs+ till i leave for airport oh man~ i don't wan time to fly again. see ya all tat's gonna send me off~ i really appreciate it.. bb~

2007-05-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

back to post.. 2 days till i'll be flying off. having lots of mixed feelings.. something freaking strange n scary happen today.. all my fishies tat is in my garden pond ALL died simultaneously!!! like OMG lo..=( since morning 2 died then slowly the rest follow.. wha!!!!!! EIGHT of 'em lo.. =(

went out today to get some of the stuff tat i lacked.. so out since afternoon till 5 like tat.. managed to get a nice pair of shoes to bring over LOL~ had some diff views of the shoe i bought cuz it was... WHITE. yet again another white item i bought.. lol~ it's nice la with silver n pink design simple ones. heh..

was suppose to meet my ex classmate for a short get-together but she couldn't make it today so we changed it till tml and i still have yet to buy my stationaries.. zz. will get 'em tml lol.. tml.. i'm kinda dreading it to come seriously.
it'll mean, 1 day left to b in s'pore with all my frens n loved ones, all the memories both happy and sad. now i really understand how it's like

tml. gonna 'celebrate' my birthday in adv way way way b4 the actual date.. but i thank my sis for being so nice n ordered a cake ^^ so sweet of her.. aw~ really will miss all the bickering n teasing hahas

kk tis post starting to sound all emo n wat not but it isn't k~ heh.. well i do look forward to seeing all of u on mon!! thanks in adv to all those going to send me off n reading tis post NOW~ hahaha

shall stop here tatas!

2007-05-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

woots~~ watched spiderman 3 today evening with dear dear~ thanks to his mom for the tix! =) hehe.. was suppose to go out at 1+ with my sis first.. then drag n drag till 3+ then go out HAIX.

so ended up my sis n i only spent like an hr out at orchard before meeting dear dear.. sad la! so short only.. but it's okay was quite a nice day out hahas! then meet dear dear at 5 liddat went cine to eat n walk arnd abit=D after tat went up to cinema there.. then OMG. hahas.. there were lots of SMRT ppl n stuff then we stood arnd before the time it was for the show

hahs.. we both had a feeling that the tickets had something to do with SMRT.. end up it was really a charity event tat was sponored the shows.. LOL. after going in we found goody bags on the seats! haha it was a black spiderman mug quite nice~=) whee what a nice show it was~~~ so cool la the effects^^

so end up~ caught a free show with dear dear n also got a mug! =D

i miss dear dear.. can't seem to get to spend enough quality time with him >.< hehs..

2007-05-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

alrights~ time to update LOLs..

sentosa outing~
woot was it fun~ XD but got so badly sunburnt!! skin peeling alot sia~ but it's the price of staying out in the sun ma.. =P stayed in the water most of the time n got so badly burnt cannot imagine if i was on land playing.. hahas. pain~! but now left the shoulders tat's still so so dry

yesterday the face started peeling until i wan find a hole n hide sia >< the contrast was tat bad EEKS!

yesterday, labour day
hehe went out with dear dear's family for dinner~! went to vivo for marche cuz we've not tried dining there lol. but a word of advice if wanna eat marche go suntec or the village at heeren cuz~~ at vivo it's quite a small n compacted area plus the food is OK only la.. heh..

after which went arnd walk walk and dear dear bought a speaker! at long last ne~ =) n he's happy with it XD after which was at ben n jerry for a snack cuz dinner was rather early n they got a lil hungry~ heh was still quite full LOLS.. found a nice fruity flavour!! strawberry kiwi sorbert go try it! ^^

yesterday was totally enjoyable~! dear dear's parents were v nice and hurhur was nice teasing dear dear with his mom XD lobster ne~~ =D hope ur sunburns area get better! lalala~

today
gonna pack some stuff n after tat going out with my sis for the 'last' time b4 going aus~ then meet dear dear for spiddey!!~ hahas so blog again laters~ tata!

2007-04-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

took tis frm my fren's blog abit the surprised with the result LOL

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2007-04-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

hahas.. like finally it's the 100th post lol~ anyway these few days been running arnd for my visa stuff seriously i find it a chore man.. so ma fan n it burns time._."

oh wells i'm bored not studying=(

last sem could see dear dear everday now is barely 3 times a wk soon is won't see him in 8 mths. SAD. but times we r together is super precious to me no matter how short is it..

sunday
went out almost whole day with him, my sis and also her bf n i'm super happy^^
walked arnd vivo and we shopped a lil then meet up with my sis.. she actually suggested movie but end up only me n dear dear watched..we caught a movie 'nightmare detective' and we somehow both got abit cheated cuz the show turned out horror n was M18 >.< tot it was some nice detective show la.. haiz.

heh.. dear dear wanted to get a new bag so at zinc we found this 2 bags tat was quite nice but i couldn't decide to get it or not cuz.. if i bring it home sure genna scolded. cuz my mom confirm won't like it.. hahs..
then we all went for dinner at ThaiExpress which was quite okay. the lime juice and sie dishes was nice.. heh but pineapple rice... haiz i didn't like it tat much hahs.

after dinner went back to zinc again >< i think the shopkeepers see us until sian.. lols anyway dear dear bought his bag then i bought another one tat could sling n carry hahas.. but i still like the bag tat was similar to dear dear's heh...

gtg now so mayb update again later. byebye~

2007-04-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

okies~ just to update a lil.. i'll be flying off on 7th may to brisbane~ so fast lo.. haiz haiz~~

well~ no sch feels really wierd to me. go sch but not studying feels even wierder=( was back in sch on mon when sch to..... withdraw frm sch.
was super sad la =( then had convs with lecturers dr forday, dr ho, i practically saw all the lecturers that taught me while finding for dr kueh la! cuz he was my previous advisor.. haha.. dr ho was such a nice person!! she went in n out the staff rm helping me find for teachers n also check my new advisor for yr 2=D i'll miss her lots la~ took abt 45mins plus b4 i got hold of my advisor LOL.. did those documents n i stayed in sch a while more to chat with the rest b4 leaving

it's like now's sch time n i'm so so free at home n stuff. just so not used to it..

n crap i don't like the fact tat i'm still under 18!! the procedures would have been much easier if i was 18 le.>< all the forms n stuff tat needs lawyer to witness haix. then come the 'bomb' my birth cert suddenly 'missing' of all times la.
end up searching high n low in my hse for it the then... wha finally found it but not at home holy shit..

what a scare it was can eeks! anyway the rest of the time is spent at home.. well tat's abt it then i am so looking forward to sun!!!! till then i shall wait LOL

2007-04-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

okays~ FOC is over now with everyone's hardwork and sleepless nights worth it all!! coz the freshies enjoyed the camp and also we bonded more with one another~ these friendships and memories will definitely remain there till the end of time! XD

tho there were some setbacks and delays during the actual camp itself but everyone did well and tada!~ the drags were minimised to the least^^ good job everyone!!!

the first day after FOC woke up at close to 8 and tot is there anything tat day to prepare for camp then i thot back.. FOC's over le! hahas.. missed all the times we had dance pracs, flag painting and meetings~ those times we went to sch almost everyday.. so it felt so strange to be at home so quiet, without the cheerings, familiar faces of GLs, SGLs and also AGLs(with more As)

during the camp couldn't stayed for the whole duration of the nights but at least i can say i made it thru the whole camp! hahs.. nightwalk was fun~ all the comical expressions u get after scaring the freshies and also fellow GLs patrolling n stuff(unintentional!><) lol

basically all the memories are just too great i miss every single one during the camps n the superbly cold rooms we slept in during trial camp (omgs~~) lala~ love everyone tat made this camp a success n i'm proud to say the freshies loved our performance!! good job guys~

NERWIN rocks!!!! tho the time we spent together wasn't tat long but during games n cheering they sure have been a nice bunch of freshies other then the a lil guai lan-ness n also un-ons moments but during Fun Day they were really great! n i'm very proud of 'em~~ of course the other groups were too!! lala~~

and most imptly we pwn other depts lots man~ our voice can beat their loud hailers!! XD cool right~ LSCT is zai!! love ya all~~

shall update more when i get the pics!!XD i wan pics~~~ n also the contacts of NERWIANS!!=D

2007-04-08T12:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 6th month ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR!!!<3~~~=)
k abit of randomness coz i'm bored.. go try it! lol~

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.
Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.
People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.
But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

2007-04-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

righto~ prep camp's in just like a day's time!! omg... still can't believe it's coming so quickly.. well~ the pass wk's burnt up by dance prac, full run, flag painting, identity making.. so some of us really getting stressed up n pressured. i can understand.. and last but not least planning for things tat i'll need to go aus.

worst of all.. my stupid cough is not getting any better n gets even worst at night.. CRAP. been out the whole wk and my parents in getting a lil pissed once again but thankfully my dad understands but sad.. not totally still haha.. well i'm satisfied still^^ anw, our flag was so cute n cool!!=) sharkmarine~ lala the rest of the grps were nice too~ dance item's getting much better n into shape but as always there'll b afew tat'll eh.. make booboos here n there plus not cooperative n stuff.. sad but this is the ONLY performance we have to make or break everything so i just hope n pray everyone shakens up n do their best even tho i know not everyone likes/know how to dance

but tat's not the prob! as long as u do ur best, it's good enough le.

thoughout the week there were times i personally get pissed, worried for fellow gls, see ppl breakdown, n really wanna scold ppl but just held back to those feelings.. cuz i know we'll all pull thru altogether and make the memories tat'll last us thru jia you everyone!!

tml the 6th month anniversary with dear dear 1/2 a yr has felt so long and we've definitely been thru lots together.. but just wanna update today abt it!!~

heh.. dear dear~ wanna tell u i really appreciate u around me and days spent with u have been such wonderful times tho we do bicker a lil but tat's alright^^ still love u as much!!=) well~ i wan us to have memories of each other n think abt the times we have spent to pass the long 8 months when i get back in dec!!! i definitely wanna have christmas with u again!~ huggles.. i will miss ya lots n also we must work hard together for our studies!^^

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNI!!!!~(in adv) heh.. love ya lots lots~~<3

2007-03-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

lala.. YEPers are finally back!! woohoo~ n FOC is super close now.. last day of march n i kinda dread it heh.. latest news i'll be going brisbane on 7th may~ anyone wanna send me off?? hahas~

past few days have been going back to sch for meetings and also dance practices.. n instead of dancesport tat has been cancelled off the performing item~ i joined hiphop! so tat makes it hiphop and sexylove^^ once again a back to back dance thingy.. lol such coincidence lo.. haha~ as for group stuff nerwin identity n flag is gonna done soon! n i do hope after tat can help out with other groups' stuff speeds things up faster=)

all this sch stuff and all seems to make time so limited i must say.. no time for personal stuff n such~ make me feel so bad about not accompanying dear dear more.. n his bday will be during camp even worst. cannot even celebrate it with him properly. wha~ making it even sadder, i won't be in s'pore for my bday=( cuz i'll be gone frm may n my bday's in june.. oh boos.. gah! i better make it up for something else n at least i have my parents over i HOPE.. if not it shall be the loneliest day of my live seriously><

today went out to the doc's again cuz my cough doesn't seem to b recovering anymore.. then went arnd looking for things to bring over n my parents bought me a jacket! heh.. v nice one but i really doubt i can wear it here in s'pore.. cuz it's way to warm lol

i miss dear dear! n he's still working spring cleaning the work area.. when he is not feeling well!! hmph.. how can the manager do tat lo.=( argh~~ okays.. i hope he goes home soon!
next wk will b a bz wk once again~ and take care of urselves everyone! can't afford to fall sick during camp><
drink lotsa water!~ tatas~~

2007-03-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

okays back to update!

hm.. yesterday also a day at home.. LOL wasn't too bad could rest at home since i wasn't all tat well.. haha

today~ went back to sch after 3 days of stay home was glad to be out haha.. met dear dear for short breakfast at then headed to sch.. went over to lsct there he led me thru the way for nightwalk during trial camp^^ after tat headed down to cc basement for dance prac for sexylove~ haha till abt 11.40+ officially started games comm meeting and shaun finally came!! haha~ cuz he's been "MIA" for 3 wks or so.. then we went to search the place for water source n also the route again for nightwalk at our blk 80.. lala.. tot of something to add at lvl 2/3 wakaka~ XD after tat met the rest of they ppl practicing for dance at 80 booth area and stayed there awhile b4 going off.. then dear dear taught me the dance steps for hiphop just a rough run thru la~ haha.. considering joining hiphop section see how it goes tml ba..

k tat's abt it for the day and i realised i wan still sick after i got home n took the temp after shower.. gosh. n it struck me... y am i doing so much while some ppl can really be laidback doing so little?! i mean.. who will b the ones staying here in s'pore? who will be the ones tat will be complimented/criticised when feedbacks r taken after the camp? hello.. y m i going thru' all tis when some really don't seem to b putting in the effort to? getting naggings n stuff frm my parents yet i'm still there for practices, chairing meetings with yl.. can't they just get it and make SOME effort to make tis camp even work? FOC IS NEARER THEN U THINK IT IS ALRIGHT... n some ppl are just working their ass off just to get things going without mention i'm sure there's a rough idea of who it mayb yea? don't needa spell it out..

right tat's just what i see frm my pt of view whoever tat disagree i don't bother 公道自在人心！！ n it's just some rant ignore it ya tatas..

2007-03-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

wednesday, gl training & dancefloor
woohoo.. finally had full training.. the previous missed pt.. haha well then since i've not exactly exercised for so long, pt was actually alright except for the push up thingy on the steps one.. ouchies.. tat one was the worst followed by the 45 degree hold but could still hang in there till the end. LOL~ then after tat was cheers. we're asked to do combo cheers and sing top of the world! shouted like nobody business for the pt and cheers.. that resulted in my terrible sore throat>< barely wanna talk or eat sia.. pain! gosh.. but tat's the after effect felt at night n grew worst over time..

then we played games tis time gamemaster were gls and we were suppose to explain the rules of the game and stuff to our fellow gls. then had a short short games comm meeting abt logistics needed for out games.. washed up and i headed home to change n stuff before heading out to media corp watch dancefloor live.. heh

wow~ the grps were good! okay just some tat were abit.. not suppose to b in but still there but they're trying their best to perform~ we're at the mosh pit which was the side of the stage and was stunned.. the host came up to the moshpit?! omg.. haha well on the whole it was great! after tat went for a small dinner at macs before heading home.. reached arnd 11.

thursday
went over to dear dear's hse to watch movies!~ wahaha.. so so long since we did tat.. and it really felt so long since i was over at his! lol~ anyway we caught Series of Unfortunate Events and Happy Feet! nice show~~ but i couldn't watch the ending for happy feet.. i'll get to soon! hehe.. i miss dear dear!!

after tat it's all boring~ cuz fri and today stayed home.. so i shan't write abt it! lol.. oh but i was since thurs night>.< was down with a fever and sore throat turned real bad had abit of probs sleeping gee.. hope it recovers soon! if not i shall sound terrible.. wha.. next wk shall b a bz one..dance pracs plus game comm meetings.. I NEED TO SETTLE LOG SOON! argh..

to donnie>> hey~ no matter what happens just go with ur heart and whatever is bound to happen will occur yeah? don't worry ur frens will be here to support ya n lend a listening ear when ya need;)

tatas~

2007-03-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

okays~ now everything's decided! past few days been going back to sch for dance item for FOC and also games comm meetings~

well then.. there was a fair over the weekend for australian schools.. went for both days sat didn't bring my results so could only check the schools n subs/degree i take. sort of came down to afew schools only.. tat was melbourne U, queensland U, NSW, or Nottingham.. all tat was foundation course to take first.. sun when we brought along my results to the booths.. well there was a disadv for me. cuz sec sch who as the !)(#U#$ principal gave us such a sucky combi of phy/bio >< then didn't take chem at all.. so abit jialat la.. tho the science for O's was a 1..

but cuz of this melbourne U the rep say until i really dulan lo.. well i mean.. what's the foundation course for>< anw~ queensland rep was more reasonable n friendly.. haha..in the end still didn't choose the sch..

yest went to sch for games comm meeting then ds.. halfway thru went to the overseas link thingy see the representatives of the schs again.. then confirm going to IES for foundation study then to university of queensland~

oh well good thing is.. i'll b going for 8 mths.. may n i'll b back in dec! haha.. update again soon.. tatas

2007-03-15T10:38:00.000+08:00

okay.. updated yest one long post n blogger decided to give up on uploading it. crap yest was so just not my day... s once again here to reupdate=.=

trail camp 10th-11th
well to get my dad's signature on the indemity form was tough already. had to listen to both parents' talk n in the end came to an agreement of going to camp but not stay the night. therefore i had to miss nightwalk.. ah nvm.. but the reason behind it was stupid seriously. anw just glad it was only a section of camp that i missed n not entirely! phew..

the 3d2n compressed into 2d1n was fun and learnt quite a lot of stuff n also team spirit tho we still needa improve on our initiative n keeping up to the pace.. urgency!! yeah.. the games planned was fun first time playing it dirty but fun hahas.. other then the abrasions n bruises as momento.. LOL muffins oi~!

second day of camp went back just in time for the games and cheers~ then at the end of it, we had reflection n debrief session.. we were seperated to 3 diff rms respectively and the starting felt as if we were in for a gd scolding cuz sgls looked so so stern!>< haha.. end up tat was the different comm that we were placed into.. i got into games!! n dear dear got into welfare=) both which was our first choice.. yay!~ the debrief session dragged on till quite late n by the time i got home, it was almost 10 lucky not to get any naggings

nerwin!~ heh.. tat's my grp name for FOC!! it's a submarine.. hahas~ cute name! dear dear got into bonnet n he was in the 'omg' state when he knew what was the it.. but glad he finds it cool n cute now!~ ^^

wednesday, 14th
the day i dread real much for it was D-day.. death n decision day as i told many.. well apparently it was really death for me n decision tat now it's 89.9% i would have to go over. any miracle tat's gonna save me? i don't think so..

early in the morning had to start the day so badly.. i was utterly disappointed with my results. neva felt so so ashamed of my result y? how now? this 2 questions just revolved arnd my mind.. at tat pt i wished so much i was at the extreme poles of earth isolated n free frm all others. not possible tho. tat was already the end of the rope n i can escape no further frm tis fate of mine.

i can't blame anyone but myself for it cuz i brought it upon myself right frm the start. a mess created by me that i will have to pick up the pieces n move on with it. went late for training and i wasn't in the mood at all for anything.. continued the day seemed fine to me.. glad i passed thru it without getting others worried abt me.. but i now know what's the meaning a phrase tat i once found strange abt..

now i'll just stop procrastinating, get myself together n walk the path i should with a smile on me cuz it'll be tough n make the best out of it. i swear to myself i won't wanna see similar results ever ever again.

right~ enough of that n there's commitments i have to take up and b responsible abt it. personal or sch related.. FOC arnd the corner i just wanna make it a gd one!! denyse!~ denyse!~ where's ur email!?>< without it neither me nor yanlin can get anything done/ planned out!!!~

ok enough for the time being.. rawr~

2007-03-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

dance lessons
haix learnt it for like 10 years plus plus n now stopped learning feels a lil weird.. hahas.. but went over to my dance place to pay for the balance fee n stuff. gah~ but i definitely still will cont..

D&D
tonight had dinner and dance meet donnie at bedok and went together to marriott hotel~ reached arnd 5 hahas we were so so blur! anw.. we had to paste the 'ngee ann polytechnic' sticker on the door gifts LOL~ oh my.. registration was WHOA messy.. especially the list.. 3 pieces of paper with jumbled names><>< hahas.. so was quite bz till arnd 8.30 where the whole event started~ hahas dinner was chicken rice quite nice and we brought out cakies! oh my they were good!!! yumm heh everything went quite well but it had to end bad for me.. tt's y i can update now hahas... parents came at abt 10 n we went off

hp bills
omg tis 2 mths bills r like HIGH considering my plan n it exceed so much.. gee.. mom even threatened to cut my line if my bill's as high next mth gosh..

reflection..
seeing n helping out in the d&d makes me think of which i may not b able to plan for next badge of d&d.. making things worse my own badge of d&d also cannot attend =( gah.. can't stop feeling so irritated by small stuff.. i feel like a bird stuck in a big cage.. can't move outta the sight of my parents haix.. is it's really my fate for all this edu years??

tatas..

2007-03-01T10:48:00.000+08:00

lala~ the past few days had aikido n gl training, went out with my dad to the IOA( tis company tat help make arrangements to oversea schs) to check out schs tat i can go in aussie._., met up with dear dear..

well.. it seems like my world now is revolving arnd the persuasion of my parents to going over to aussie to study, dear dear, trainings and slacking lol..

i don't really wanna go over to aussie leaving all my frens and dear dear N leaving without completing diploma makes me feel like such a halfway person la.. >.< but it's my parents' wish for me to go over and they WILL have to pay a huge sum for it.. for the good of my future i know.. haiz tat's where the whole problem is.. i don't wanna oblige to them at the same time, i don't wanna go against 'em!! argh..

time spent with dear dear
went over to dear dear's on mon to catch up on the animes and talk abt the oversea study.. kinda sad n i just couldn't contain those tears. they just flowed down.. n it rained heavily at tat time.. wondered if it was heaven's tears =x after tat had dinner at pastamania with dear dear n he accompanied me to tanglin cc when he went over to bugis to buy his stuff

aikido n gl training~ aikido training tat was on mon was quite alright~ kinda felt like my techniques have turned rusty frm all the trainings i skipped during exam period hahas.. but everything's coming back into place which ish good~
the new committee for the club with feng as president was the right choice! n glad tat i'm not in comm liao~ hahas due to the insufficient of positions yay~ phew if i was in comm n i have to leave, gee i'll feel even worse abt it

gl training yest everything else was fine except the campus run>< haven been exercising n oh my gosh.. first time i've such experience of running till my ears were kinda blocked n hear myself breathing.. dehydration i guess.. so i fell out half way n walked the rest of the distance back to starting pt..the rest of the time were used to learn cheers! hehe most of which i knew cuz of guides camp n stuff.. hahas..

we did dum dum didi n there was a king n queen for it! er.. don't misinterpret hor.. ish the one tat couldn't do it tat well.. king: eddy n queen:felicia~ poor guys.. they had to have the rubbish bin over 'em>< the rest of the cheers was alright n it was fun^^

today going out to teach my dear fren who's exams r not finished~ tml last paper for her GAMBATTE~~

well then shall stop here n go out now~ tatas *praying hard i can go aussie AFTER diploma...*

2007-02-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday~ went to visit dear dear!~ lala.. treated him to swensens=) for the first time i think.. so decided to go there heh.. after tat went over to dear dear's place n gave him his present~ haha very belated v day prezzie sorry dear dear! but took one entire day for it tedious XD n i'm so glad he liked it^^ i loved his present for me too~ hehe shall take a pic of it n post it later since my parents r like hanging around._- so yeap..

bought 3 pieces of wooden craft thingy n finished the last 2 yest night n it's v nice=) oh man wished i bought more... bleahx.. nowadays staying home n be good girl but i'll miss dear dear>< can't be going out too often now so ya.. sad thing. i think i'm into handycrafts ^^ hahas

today went for lunch with my parents they ate fish soup..i ate too~ not tt i liked it but there wasn't much to choose frm.. haha after tat they dropped me of at central library.. was reading away n haha found out some interesting stuff on the chemical elements! hehe i like paltinum.. XD! quite a unique metal with many uses wor~ =)

was hoping can see dear dear today but he was over at his fren's place so it's okay la~ oh yeah bought a bracelet outta temptation =X lala~ went home after tat so arnd now then update n chatting with dear dear.. borrowed 3 lib books to keep myself occupied~

righto.. shall stop here ba.. update again soon~

2007-02-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ chinese new year just can n now it's the third day le!~ so fast.. hahas wish minna san(everyone) a prosperous year ahead, get flying colours for results and all the best for what ever u do!!!

okays~ now to blog abt after exams till now.. whoa quite a no. of days but i'll try to keep it short.. hehehe exams ARE OVER!! but i just hope gpa for tis sem's above 3 for plenty of reasons tat i shall not list heh~ after physio paper went for movie with steph,joel,xl,dear dear,nadj,donnie,nyse,cheryl and also nikki~ watched epic movie tat was quite hilarious but a lil of a waste of money since it was barely 1 1/2 hrs.. lol then had to go hunt around for new year clothings which was needed on sun!!

oh wells, thank god i found a nice skirt from forever 21 and matched it with one of my sis top that she bought.. hahas

chinese new year!~ tis year's seems exceptionally fast since it's 2 days after our papers started n beginning of hols.. hm.. hols seems dreadful yet i look forward to the break from academic stuff.. hope i just don't throw back all the things i cramped up my brain for exams! well.. visits to my grandmother's pllace and tis year, my family wasn't tat late! in fact we were earlier some.. what a surprise.

2nd day of chinese new year started the day slacking at home and in the evening went to my uncle's to celebrate my grandmother's bday which is according to the chinese calendar.. how lucky to be born on 2nd day of cny i wonder.. ^^ manage to catch up with afew cousins tat i've not met for ages~ then at the end of the night, the topic about sending me overseas popped in again.=.= my cousin studying in aussie came back and yeah i guess it reminded them abt it.
making things worse/better, my uncle who was saying it would b better if i go now another said after my diploma.. GOSH can't they leave tat sub for a moment?! just let me finish my diploma heavens....

oh not to mention, my parents are still eyeing for chances to send me overseas. n the right chance will be 14th next mth i guess since it'll be when results will b out. dreading tat day very very much..

k enough of tat.. well the next few days of cny went over to dear dear's n his fren's place and eh.. now ish slacking or should i say rot at home coz whatever i say i'm going out carries the slightest tinge of lie.. the possiblity of me going out to meet him-.-"

alrighties i guess i'll stop here.. tatas ppl~

2007-02-12T08:33:00.000+08:00

my my.. once again ages since i blogged heh.. haven been using lappy so can't be helped la ^^

EXAM 's in 2 days!!! er.. 3 consecutive papers awaits ipc, physio, mbio~ hope to get over them for good and enjoy the rest of the hols! coz CNY's arnd the corner already~ woohoo=) kk before that i should get cracking with work.. hahas and after exams i've only got sat to pack my room and messy stuff frm sec sch til now.. eeks!><

oh yes~ gotten back english O's results and i got B4 now quite happy about it since start of poly till the didn't have much to practise for it.. lala~

maths paper on friday SUCKS!!!!! oh man i think she really out to kill us( her last badge of students) before she retire issit?!??! T_T there goes the A for 1 mod.. haix n because of this, i hope the moderate the paper if we really did badly>< in hope that more ppl pass!! kill the emu..... bleahx

these few days have been mugging lots need to DO WELL tis sem for quite a no. of reason heh.. haven been either at home, at the library or at dear dear's place to... S-T-U-D-Y.. so guys who are slacking or resting after some work, time to get back on revision!~ hehe

let's all just do our best!!

tatas~ off to studying! *on the process of finishing off notes* 1 ipc, 1 physio, 2microbio?? yeah abt there.. byes!~

2007-01-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

finally updating once again.. hahas exam periods kinda starting n stress starting to pile up le.. had mbio prac exam on mon, physio today and ipc prac tml..

presentations and even maths cct ish over too~ not tat i'm happy with the grades for cct AT ALL.. totally screwed it BIG BIG BIG time><" oh wells hope i can still get the grades i want for each sub.. desperately need and wants 'em

these few days weather has been so odd.. once so scorching hot the next moment it's raining uber heavily. >< at this rate, i think we're all gonna fall sick sooner or later.. n awful to mention not only the weather's acting wierd.. today was feeling so cold even tho we ain't in any air conditioned place.. i guess there was more to physically? hahs.. talk about strange lol..

anw from now on it's sch--home or the other way.. no where else to go for now~ to study n rest only for tis period of time.. i def needa buck up lots.. feel like i'm uper lag behind liaos.. v v bad.

d&d booth still on till fri!~ it extended for like quite a no. of weeks due to the low response.. heh..
gotta collect payments from those who signed up and also wanna register still.. but thankfully the no. are increasing~ so efforts not wasted=)

nights~

2007-01-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

woohoo!~ finally presentations are more or less over! hahas only left with CATS tis fri and we are done! yay~ oh gosh.. tis few days have been really hectic with projs and stuff.. didn't update for quite awhile too.. hm~ today's training was alright!~ eh pt n also 1 game. was fun but the flame.. wha~ nearly got burnt.. tat reminds me of mb prac! nyse actually burnt her pinky's hair.. lols~ today finished 2 presentations! mbio on my Clostridium botulinum and also IPC thermochem.. what a relieve =D bits of screw up here and there but overall it was good lah.. hehe

guess it's worth it staying up till 2 plus 3am just to finish my part for ipc.. hehe thanks nyse for staying up the whole night doing our proj too! u rest well k girl? =)

tml's open hse and i'm down for duty 11 to 3pm hahas didn't volunteer for it but was still taken in to help hehe.. n there's maths lecture from 8 to 9!! go down so early just for an hr lecture abit siao leh.. travelling already an hr la~ eeks.. okays.. going to sleep liao.. not exactly feelin' v well now shall sleep earlier n get up tml hahas..

tatas!~

2007-01-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 3rd MTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR!!~

hahas shall update again tml or something.. tatas~!

2007-01-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

whoa.. once again quite a no. of days tat i didn't update.. so many things has happened and i'm grateful to know there's lots of ppl there to support us.. and sorry to those that we made worried about especially caryn, nicole and denyse~ sorry guys! appreciate ur concerns.. don't worry we will make it thru! =) rights dear dear? *wink*

this entire wk has been draining.. training and also family stuff.. such a long week! it felt more like weeks.. first time in my life i've cried to much in a wk la.. oh my.. sorry but pardon me i don't wish to elaborate much on it.. don't wan to spread tis unhappiness arnd!

well.. so u all should b thinking what's happening but all in all, alvin and i are seperated *ehem* in front of my parents..cuz they are the ones objecting..

so nowadays i can't won't be able to talk to dear dear on the phone, neither can we msg too much and also go out often.. haix.. i'll miss him so much~ but most impt is tat we're still together yea? hehs..

this weekends is a super slack one.. meant to b doing my microbio research on bacteria n finish the slides but.. was out practically the entire day cannot do.. gee.. maths gotta start practising too i did bad for CT now gotta buck up liao.. MB too.. haix~ gosh.. if this is to continue, i really don't have n cannot stay in s'pore liaos.. T_T kk shall stop here update again soon.. byebye~

to dear dear: even tho we can't spend as much time together as before, our relationship won't falter and we'll definitely make my parents understand rights? a matter of time i hope.. hugs~ love ya lots lots deep deep!<3

2007-01-01T18:01:00.000+08:00

heys~ have not been here to blog for ages now hehe been bz.. now it's a new year already!! HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone~ let's all hope the new year's filled with happiness, fun, joy n laughter~ fruitful year ahead n also do well in studies!=)

first day of the year spent it at home slacking =X not a v good way to start but who cares~ hehe

yesterday, 31st december 'o6
met with dear in the afternoon to catch 'deathnote 2: the last name' at vivo~ it's a v nice show but the ending's kinda should i say.. hm.. unexpected? lol shan't elaborate more for i would b giving spoilers to those who have yet to watch.. haha.. then we had LJS and headed to suntec for countdown for vivo's countdown needed tix! so we got to suntec instead~ had so much time to spare before countdown, we actually caught another movie! ><" yeah n so we watched 'curse of the golden flower' eh.. is show is omg super bright especially golden n silver gosh! not a gd ending at all >< after the show there was still like 45mins to countdown so we went arcade to play end up it struck 12 after we stepped outta the arcade LOL~ managed to catch glimps of the fireworks frm esplanade.

after fireworks i was trying to contact my sis but her phone no batt ._. so ended up going home without her.. but was trapped in human jams on the way to the mrt station! >< gosh.. so we decided to walk over to raffles instead but... we were in more jams then ever. gosh! then we saw donald,hui fen n 2 of their frens n we were in front of fullerton hotel haha.. in the end my dad came to fetch me.. at lau pa sat n gave donald a lift home.. dear n hui fen tried to get cabs after tat but took them v long b4 they actually got any.. what a eve lo~ hahaha

sunday n monday, 24th&25th december 'o6
eve of christmas had dance rehearsal in the morning.. believe not? cuz there was hip hop item n they added us in last minute.. so had to practise much more for the performance is on the 29th! after tat met dear eh walked arnd a lil and we had to go to chua chu kang, northvale for my class' christmas party!~ whee~ it was fun=) n we celebrated jun zheng's bday in advance~ was fun^^ anyway it was before 12 tat we all left to head home la.. kinda disappointing wor celeb but didn't countdown to christmas! LOL~

the next day christmas was at dear's and had dinner with his family~ ate pizza.. ^^ well after tat we were at arcade with dear's sis n her fren play a few games before he sent me home.. =)

thursday, 28th december 'o6
had full dress rehearsal and couldn't meet up with dear cuz it ends v late and starts in the afternoon 2.. quite tiring but the next day was the actual performance so we had to rehearse lots haha

friday 29th december 'o6
day of my sch's performance=) bought 5 tix in total.. my parents, sis, dear and also my good fren,tulip.~ well of course my gd fren n dear sat quite far from my parents.. haha had a whole day of rehearsal then performance.. thankfully i managed to go out n meet dear b4 the performance! missed him so much~ X3 thanks for coming tulip!=) we shall meet up more ya? ^^ hugs~

HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE AGAIN!

2006-12-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

Yay!~ common test are OVER~ have not been blogging ever since 1 wk plus ago was studious n studied for CT heh.. n after so long neva update blogger gimme prob cannot post tis yest night-.- anyways common test i just hope it’ll turn out quite gd ba screwed big for most la..>.< all the As flying off geez.. ok first

Maths n statistics> aimed for an A now.. due to careless n forgetfulness, hopefully still can get B

Microbiology> erm.. kinda screwed it oh god..

Inorganic & physical chemistry> bad enough neva take chem. Just hope C happy enough=X

Physiology> aim for A n it’s possible!~ provided dr eddie ong don’t mark strict la if not.. B lo.. still gd haha

Okays enough of common test liao definitely have to work harder for semester exams gotta prove to my parents I can!

Friday,15th December
After physio paper dear went cut and dye his hair!~ heh n I was there the whole time^^ his hair was nicely done but eh.. the hair colour didn’t turn out as bright as the stylist chose. Heh was kinda afraid it’ll b too bright XD after that we went for a move The Holiday~! Nice show leh go catch it =) now 3more movies to watch lalala~ n dear bought his blazer!

Saturday,16th December
Had dance rehearsal in the afternoon till near evening after that met dear to look for his wallet and we saw a white quicksilver long sleeve collared tee since I had yet to see dear in tat, dear tried it for me to see and Oh My Gosh it was so nice! X3 but at the same time the price is equally nice so ex

n I missed cosplay eoy =( dance rehearsal was at SCGS( Newton) by the time I rush down to expo it would have been over le boos.. seeing the pics they took omg kyo chan did such a gd job cosing oro! Leo too for sai ^^ congrats naruto anbu team u guys did a great job! X3

Sunday,17th December
Had dance in the morning again and after tat joined lunch for lunch with his family n eh his dad’s gd fren and another family cause the fren came back from overseas and dear had to go fo it on request by his tat to b there also.. haha the we went shoppin’ arnd dear got the white long sleeve frm rip curl instead coz it looked much like the quicksilver one other than a logo at the side of the tee n it was cheaper plus a pants frm u2=) so nice~~ ah can’t wait to see him wear it out hehes well then tat’s about it for the past wk or so tatas~

2006-12-09T20:47:00.000+08:00

okies~ here to blog abt the past few days or say close to a wk~ LOL

sunday, 3rd december
dear's sis bday!~ hehe went out with dear's family celeb=) went to bugis walk walk and we ate early dinner arnd the area and to shaw centre for ice cream~ homemade if i'm not wrong and it quite nice!^^ lala~ after dinner we walked around a lil more an headed to far east dear collected the newbie card~ walked around finding for a vcd player for dear's mom but didn't managed to find a suitable one.. heh in the end we went wheelock's plc with the intention of getting speakers for dear end up his dad bought him the new nano~! hahas since it was kinda late le dear sent me home after we went looking for watches again while his family went nydc for small snack^^

oh gosh it was really a great day! having spent time with not only dear but also his family~ at first was kinda afraid n nervous since it's like the WHOLE family we're talking about here LOLs but after awhile got used to it and they are nice ppl=) supposedly dear's dad was known to b fierce to all his frens budden.. i wasn't afraid of him hehe~ ok i must admit he looked kinda stern but fun person too lalala~ his oka-san(mom) is nice^^ eto~ how to describe i'm not sure but she's a nice lady!~ haha.. lastly dear's sis quite a humorous person too whee~ all in all dear's family is nice and sociable=)

monday-thursday, 4th-7th december
normal sch days just tat there was some activities here n there lol.. aikido seminar tat i had to attend which was from 3rd to 6th attended the monday night and wed afternoon part and it was quite a eye opener~ grand sensei visited leh.. haha tuesday.. nothing really special after sch ended went over dear's place revise wed!! had practical test for ipc on titration.. well the experiment was easy managed to do it quite accurately but the calculations nearly ''killed'' me la.. boos.. ipc is crappy..wha~ nvm.. thurs also kinda the same normal day LOL!!~ kinda lazy to elaborate haha..

friday, 8th december
dear n i's anniversary!~~~ love ya dear!=) okies morning went over to dear's place and he cooked for me! ^^ hehe helped out a lil with the preparations lala~ the fried rice was nice~ yay~ then we headed to sch for lesson CATS class.. it was uper short la! i was a lil late for lesson and kash told me we're ending lesson at 1.30.. i look at my watch n guess wad it was already 1.16 and we gonna end at 1.30?! haha so we only had a 1/2hr lesson lols the we had 1.5hrs to 'burn away' haha after tat had DS!=) was so fun~ lalala~ it's getting real interestin' whee! boos the instructor didn't have a partner le n karen's arm was injured still so i had to do the demo with him oh gosh i didn't exactly know how to do the steps properly then so funny la! n it was not only once but four times~ dear had such a gd laugh cuz the wk b4 he was the demo (cuz the teacher came for relief was a female~ ) n he was called i think twice to show LOLS~ after tat was back at dear's plc revise mbio do notes..

today
stayed home do revision but wasn't really in the mood to study><>< and i was on the phone with dear for a long long time~ record breakin' leh.. XD anw finally finish mb! woots haha shall stop here n cont study.. tatas!~

2006-12-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

YAY!~ 2nd month!! happy anniversary to my dearest!! =) the second month passed quite slowly but was great too~ hehe shall update again later shall finish up notes and go get a gd night sleep tiring wk it has been lala~ tatas~

2006-12-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

Oo~ have not been bloggin' for almost a wk! haha in short i've yet to revise for most of the modules! but supposedly didn't come online course i was studyin' or i was just too tired.. long days for the wk~ glad the wkends r here!~ but not gonna stay for long =( anyways, i've finally got a new grading belt for aikido!~ orangeXD went to collect it on wed and had to miss gl training for it.. had maths quiz on thurs and i guess i'll score pretty well for it haha CTs in 1wk now! omg better start serious proper revision.. def wanna prove something to my parents.. it ain't just play in sch! =) and dear surprised me with the watch! hehe thanks dear dear love it lots!

woots DS was really fun~ we had a different instructor coz melvin,the instructor had competition to attend to.. so a girl called roxanne took over. different style of teaching but it was still uber fun. had a recap and improvement for cha cha and after which we continued with jive=) so fun but legs were kinda wobbly after dance cuz all the way we only balanced and bounced on the ball of the foot hahaha..

today had red camp ushering today and actually we where not needed cuz got lotsa helpers le.. lol but after tat nyse, jieying and i took the same group to hlm lab~ planted 2 india basai(right?) haha should b lol~one for me and the other for dear^^ went to dear's place after that to revise ipc.. thanks to dear now understand ipc liao! hohoho~ whee~ then went dinner with my parents heh.. tml going celebrate dear's sis bday! haha so excited! hehe

up next something for dear dear~

dear dear is...
cute
always very concern abt me
understanding X3
when u sha jiao can make my heart melt <3
shuai to me
uber hugable~ my tree! heh
always there for me ^^
v open can talk about everything~ lalala
fun to be with
always able to make me smile
a fantastic guy~

most importantly dear ish love~=) daisuki desuyo~ <3

2006-11-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

whee~ here's the pic of the shirt n mummified doll~ lala~ just a quick shot so not really tat nice hahaha off to bed nights!~

2006-11-26T13:25:00.000+08:00

decided to update before i start studying and do my ipc tutorials..lots of work to complete n CT will come in a blink of an eye haix~

friday, 24th november
went to dear's place in the morning before heading to sch for CATS meeting and it was raining cats n dog so heavily tat we couldn't even hail a cab fast la.. end up reaching sch at 12 when the meeting was to start at 11 =X dear's grp members were also late and we just had a short meeting to compile the work and finish up~ yay~ great job guys=) after which grabbed quick lunch at atrium before heading for class.. ur teacher said we could leave after completing some other stuff like citations and sites we went to compare our idea and products already on market and we left1/2 hr early hehe

waited for the rest to finish class and we went for DS~ woot was really fun!=) the instructor made us dance cha cha continuously with hand action n all really v nice~ <3 haha and after tat we started learning a new routine.. jive! lols it's faster than cha cha and we had a lil mix ups for cha cha and jive but soon we picked up the momentum and it was great~ hehe enjoyable moment n happy times always flies and it ended pretty fast could have cont a while longer bleah~

went around to ps and cathay bought movie tix for sat and bought new chains for the puzzle piece goes well with it and it spares us the trouble of getting frightened (near death) when it drops>< yeah had dinner at LJS and went home what a nice day it was=)

saturday, 25th november
caught a movie with dear STEP UP! oh my it's really a nice show~ love the dance but the story line for the ending abit not realistic but who cares~ it's uper nice all in all=) peeps go watch it! XD

after movie headed down to orchard for lunch we had pasta shared it tho=) then went on search for presents but ended up getting our own things>< n we are broke D= oh well we fall for temptations of the things cuz it's just too cute to resist? LOL~ so end up bought a mummified doll keychain, newbie shirt.. n yes~ newbie couple shirt hehehe so cute la later shall take pics of it and post up when i break later =P

dear had dinner first and he sent me back outside my house n eh.. my mom saw dear lifting me up >< had a bit of talkings from them but it was alright.. dinner had outside cuz my mom was tired to cook dear~ don't blame urself liao la~! ok? ^^

off to study~ tatas

2006-11-23T13:40:00.000+08:00

having maths practicals now n i'm blogging=X haha anw, yest didn't go for training cuz i was sick. and had practicals for the whole day and i did the experimets alone>.< coz nyse was sick and didn't come sch.. phew but thankfully the pracs turned out ok~=) mb was easy and i thought i'll die for ipc doing it alone! but didn't yay~ titration and testing of iron content.. wha first half was quite jia lat lo but got used to it and my results was accurate! XD so end up titrated twice then i could stop wohoo~

another thing.. the lecturer said titration is for prac exam so.. i guess tat's practise for me b4 the test? haha so ended practicals fast and went down to emart meet dear for a short while b4 training.. then headed home lalala~ staying home online was boring nobody chat with de..

well k la shall cont' with MOL mayb blog later tata~

2006-11-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday, 20 november
crashed dear's maths prac after ipc and i did my logarithm third red star.. MOL ish irritating!! did the same question twice with the exact same answer, first time wrong second time right.. thanks to it did like 10+ questions b4 i got my star la.. had S&S rehearsal yest after sch blah shan't elaborate on it

today
morning met dear early b4 he crashed mb tutorial to replace for his tat he can't attend due to S&S.. was slackin' at emart for the hr and we went for physio.. only there for an hr cuz of S&S again~ we had to report at 11 but end up waiting till 11.45 n we were asked to eat lunch first.. lol

S&S was quite a success ba.. ignoring the small miscoordination here n there and the lack of initiative.. great job everyone! enjoyed most of the performances but i was sick ._. suddenly had headache and the cough just worsened darns.. n it was b4 the performance shish.. so u guys see i wierd wierd/ look fierce by some i wasn't ok? was trying to look as normal as i could haha.. after debrief dear sent me straight home.. n ah took a nap just now slightly better.. shall go rest early..

2006-11-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

righto~ updating in progress! okays yest was my sis' bday but didn't spent the whole day with her.. cuz she had some stuff on in the afternoon.. and yes! i went to cut my hair~ tis time with my mom also.. the last time i went with her was donkey months le.. LOL and after tat meet dear for a short while at macs and we talk talk take pics of the puzzle pics and rings! =) love the pics~ whee^^ then left for outram to meet my family for dinner celeb my sis' bday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE!

pics we took!~ positioning by me n pics taken by dear=) darns.. blogger refuse to let me load.. -.- nvm.. upload again later..

today
first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOSHI OTOTO!~
had dance lesson in the morning and after tat dear came over to revise!~=) hahaha we did maths logarithms for quite long and then we played the pic search game,puzzle fighter and practiced cha cha~ hehe now with the music for dance=) eto.. dunno wad else to blog le.. tml start sch so early again sian!~ shall go sleep earlier..

2006-11-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

whee~met dear in the morning and we bought curry puffs before heading to sch for our own CATS group meeting.. the discussion meeting was kinda draining wor.. for brain juices LOL.. well we completed quite alot and class ended early for us cuz we completed the assignment fast even before the cher asked us to complete last wk.. haha so now we're at market scanning and final evaluation.. lalala~ lesson ended like 1/2hr early for my grp! XD

well~ before CATS we went to meet darren di they all at canteen 1 when they were eating lunch~ we announced the surprise news!~ another couple.. LOL~

DS! today was totally enjoyable~ but it was quite messy leh.. we were kinda confused by the new steps.. BUT! we manage to work it out and it rocks totally! so fun~ love fridays!~ohs we finally completed the whole cha cha routine! woot~ darn nice leh~ need practice la.. love fridays!~

lol and we managed to kop or 'pirate'(quoted from the instructor) the songs from the dance! yay~ can't wait for sun then can practise with dear who's coming over my place for revision=) okok i think i'll stop here for now.. long post again..1 more day sis! haha tatas'~

2006-11-16T15:24:00.000+08:00

finally got the chance to blog again.. many things happened once again and events are lining up awaits.. up coming one that's my sis' bday and also S & S performance..

sunday 12th november
normal day~ er.. ok not so normal meet dear in the afternoon before DANZATION and we walked arnd orchard and window shopped again^^ dinner was at pepper lunch~ first time dining there but was quite nice~ just that the my pepper salmon rice thingy dear said it was more like fried rice.. LOL n we watched into gramaphone when a song caught our attention 'the way you look at me' by christian bautista!~ so we previewed the songs and it was really nice~ and dear bought the disc=) love most of his songs heh~ anyways danzation really really ROCKS the place! super nice n it makes u wanna dance too just by watching lo.. ^^ whee~ but it ended kinda late.. 11+ and reached home quite late making worst my parents nagged. furthermore the next day sch starts at 8!

monday 13th november
woke up late in the morning as i predicted lol.. but first lecture ipc boring too HAHAHA.. well well after ipc and ipc tutorial tat took so long to end.. we had microbio~ lalala dr ho's pwn ppl deep deep again lol.. wee!~ ended early too lalala~ then we slacked at emart first and i had to go for aikido~ speaking of which i will need to miss tis coming mon's training for S & S full dress rehearsal..boos ok continuing with the day eh.. dear came and ate dinner with me and we headed back after awhile haha.. was still quite exhausted so i printed notes for physio and slept earlier

tuesday 14th november
whee met dear in the morning for breakfast first and we headed to sch.. physio was on respiratory sys and it was kinda alright understood wad eddie ong said LOL~ dunno y i call him by full name also.. hahaha break!~ hm.. i think we ta pao-ed sim food court to eat right? anw had maths after the break and it was quite boring was doing logarithm again and started on differentiation questions.. while she went thru' logarithms still.. well well it was ok la.. then went off with dear dear.. dear ah.. love ya lots.. no worries! ur motto rmb?~ lalala not much tat happened LOL

wednesday 15th november
prac day plus gl training~ practicals was really kinda boring haha mb staring under the microscope measure the size of MOs while ipc titration.. the calculations was kinda blurring at first but turned out quite alright after the lecturer explained it hehe.. tot tat day won't get to see dear for the whole day till gl training but we could meet cuz i ended mb early~=) ok shall cont with grp 7 games! last group of all and u guys did a great job! nyse dear and pei fen's grp lol~ haha the games was great~ ^^ so fun just for the pocky and planta(of all things) for punishments at 'stepping stones' station.. D= dislike planta the most la..>.< color="#ff9900">HAPPY BIRTHDAY jeremiah!!! hope u had a memoriable bday tis yr! =)

not to mention the number of pumpings we accumulated once again just when we were about close to clearing 'em.. is it really possible to clear 'em not lo.. each wk we're adding more and now the number hovers at 300 liddat.. plus now that gl group games are over and AGLs are taking over.. what's gonna happen man..

thursday 16 november
maths lec she finaly started on differentiation! haha the basics but i'm kinda rusty liao.. need practices~ then i crashed dear's ipc tutorial! haha we were watching d.gray man lo.. dr queh was looking in my direction most of the time cuz he knew i wasn't frm tat class.. hehe then dio shot by him say we should b listening to him instead of the mp3.. i was like.. we are listening to lappy~ not mp3! HAHAHA ok then we lunched at megabites

after which i had maths prac.. cher gave back test and i am pissed with myself.. me and my careless mistakes la! gotten 34/50 tat could have been a 42 if not for my darn carelessness.. boos.after prac i didn't go down straight to emart was sitting rnd somewhere first then dear came to find me blah i don't wan cont la..

then got down to emart and dear n i played puzzle fighter which i got pwned by dear.. lol nvm!~ i'll do better~ was my first time playing it lol.. then we all went lt 26 for S&S rehearsal tat was really last min.. was told to us only 1 day b4. waited there for close to an hr b4 we left without even performing cuz it was taking to long and some had to go. then gone home liao.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to joan!

2006-11-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

Oops haven been updating for like the past.. close to a wk.. heh first I wan to kill my internet connection.. cannot use for the whole night KNS.. cannot do my ipc quiz some more.. n it’s suppose to be the last day for the quiz la! Bloody hell now then don’t cooperate ta ma de.. ok shall proceed to blog about the week.

Sunday,5th November

I had aikido grading in the afternoon at main dojo n I was nearly late how smart right.. lucky the previous grading for kids ended sorta later.. n I was ‘on time’ in a sense.. heh.. was suppose to meet dear after grading but because my sis insisted I go with her look for a new bag, could only meet dear for a while n I was also ½ sian going find my sis but neva mind.. it was alright la.. help chose the bag for her and she went back while me n dear walked around at parkway while~ dear surprised me with our anniversary present a bracelet on gui gui’s(a soft toy) shell=) n it was really pretty lo~ after that we saw a pair of ring at this shop and we were both attracted to it the moment we saw it! ^^ so cannot resist temptations, we bought it XD with engraving too~ could only collect it 3days later which was after that we continue window shop and I had an idea for dear’s anniversary prez and I bought it.. heh since it needed a box and base, I asked dear go ps spotlight with me while I scout arnd for things to make the prez complete~ haha quite a diff choice n I think I took quite a while to find the right stuffs. But it’s all worth for it’s dear dear’s prez! 1st mth anniversary some more must b nice!~ finally got ‘em ready and we left n I had to go home..

Monday, 6th November

Normal routine of lessons ipc in the morning n yet again I was late.. lol.. after tat straight to mb practical.. quite alright but was kinda long.. staring into the microscope to look at the gram stains.. n stupid pic tutorial after prac.. tat makes it no time for lunch nvm~ followed by mb lecture quite fast XD and there was perc prac for S & S at 5 and I skipped aikido for it since aikido I had grading le and the performance had to be showed to SGLs n Ron on wed.. after practice dear n I went for dinner at clementi then talked before I headed home..

Tuesday, 7th November

Met dear dear in the morning 8 am! Hahaha.. so early right? Lesson suppose to start at 10 then we went mac for breakfast.. then I finally replied dear’s long letter thingy went he was eating his breakfast.. lalala~ so dear read it after that and he was like almost wan cry type of look la hehe.. same as when I read his=X ok la actually after reading I did tear la.. lol anyway we went sch for physio lec and again it ending kinda early n we watched a video again.. then was math lec.. boring~ but finally she touched on logarithms.. kinda like long but I really think she’s only good at teaching indv or a small grp but 1 whole lecture r ish terror when she teach.. no one pays attention.. anw after that went home cuz the next day have O’s English n I wasn’t prepared so go home read up.. while dear n other gls had to attend red camp briefing..

Wednesday, 8th November

The day of English papers, grp 6 games and most importantly 1 MTH ANNIVERSARY for dear n i~ woke up early go bedok view sec for the exam.. after that headed to bugis our rings wanted to give dear a surprise but I gave it away when he asked where I bought the honey sticks.. shish.. honey sticks for my station games which was that day too.. then had ipc practical which was quite alright but I was late so was blur blur de for the first half.. n throughout prac got calls from ding feng ask about the logistics to buy.. when actually I sent all of them the logistics list by email n sms liao la! Then he told me.. ‘oops deleted le..’ waste my smses lo.. T-T ya.. so finally it was training.. had campus run and we accumulate pumpings again.. omg the no. is like when we came back from Montuwed la! Just when we brought the no. down to 67 we accumulate till 262.. cry sia.. anw my group games.. turned out really well in fact. Just the 5 of us in the group but we did a good job! Communicate thru phone n the timing was kinda accurate.. and everyone enjoyed the games^^ which was most impt la~ my station was foolloon!~ machiam a station to food all of u de la.. coz it’s a simple game just need cooperation from group members and teamwork! =) plus the food I planned out for u all v nice right?? ^^ lalala~ after my grp games.. gathered back at pyramids and had mass debrief.. S n S performance for Ron to see and we paid back 62 pumpings.. after that had grp 6 debrief by peiloo and yide and after changing dear sent me home.. last bit of the day together and enjoy each other’s company.. what a hectic day it was.. LOVE DEAR DEAR LOTS LOTS DEEP DEEP FOREVER! XD n on the cab gave dear a preview of his present.. didn’t have the time to complete it so could only give it to him the next day.. but dear liked it=) effort and thoughts put into the gift is all for dear dear~ don’t need feel lao kway la.. I thought of that on the spot also.. heh..

Thursday, 9th November

Morning was late for ipc maths lec the day started quite emo sad sad liddat dear wasn’t really himself..i forgot to bring jacket that day n was freezing cold lo.. towards the end dear placed him jacket over me.. thanks dear.. had lunch after that while dear had lesson.. then i took the break to finish dear’s prez and meet yanlin the rest of the class to do practical work sheet.. after tat was at emart where I passed dear his prez.. lalala n dear’s mood wasn’t as sian n stuff.. after that dear n I was at sim grabbing sandwich for lunch and headed to cc for ipc.. sian u know.. lsct walk there just for an hr.. nvm.. during lecture dear was playing mahjong while I was ½ listening lec n watch dear play.. I still have no clue on how mahjong is played. dear was so funny.. he wanted to just change luck and placed his hand on me then got better luck.. er was actually happening n i basically just tot righto~ I’ve got the luck? Hahaha XD maths practical after that and we had a test.. shish careless the graph question 100% ½ wrong liao.. graph not accurate plus eh…turning pt! damn it.. I should have just left the dy/dx that I found there.. at least got marks! Hell y did I erase it! Nvm.. rest of the prac slack n do MOL..after that was suppose to help out with the painting of drapes but before that went with dear to collect his specs at atrium but it was raining heavily and we took big big detours to get there.. end up uncle say it wasn’t delivered yet.. ._. it’s ok at least we got our yogurt ^^ headed back to lsct and did the drapes.. then had dinner n er.. the details I shan’t say then gone home..

Friday, 10th November

IS day once again~ haha went dear’s hse in the morning first before going to sch.. but we kinda forgot the time and was like.. running late so we took a cab down.. CATS was quite fast.. cher just explained and we did an exercise before we were asked to think up ideas.. we already had 30 but my group decided to think up to 40 for gd grade.. lol funny aren’t we? Lol~ the we had DS! Woot~ was so cool~ learnt new steps again=) this time we learnt the hand turn and cha cha.. hehehe combined with the basic routine kinda started confusing but we got the hang of it le la.. rights dear? =) DS always feels so fast.. poor abe.. joseph didn’t come for lesson again and she had to partner with tis guy that was kinda pro I guess.. but the sight and tot of him dance really can make me laugh a lot! Especially the way he shake his butt LOL~ after that went home blah blah blah~ ^^

Saturday, 11th November

Went over to dear’s hse practice dance.. lalala~ meet dear and bought lunch before going over to his hse.. eto.. met his sis first then his mom then when I was leaving his dad.. gosh 1 day see all his family members a bit scary leh.. =X but then again they are not so scary or wad so lol~ a happy day=) haha then instead of dancing we where playing and slacking around hahaha so end up only practice a while.. but we remember the steps more or less so wasn’t tat bad~ heh.. went home and on the train dear n I was singing to the songs playing on his ipod.. lol after that dear went home and we chatted on msn while I finished up my famous mathematician thingy and called him to talk^^ was on the phone with him till 2 and he went to sleep first.. while me.. still blogging haha.. well dear all u need to know is I LOVE YA! N pls don’t ask me explain tat liao can~ sho erm.. erm.. gang ga lo.. bleah..

Later finally gonna go watch a first concert with dear! Yay~ danzation! Woot~ can’t wait
=) shall stop here.. yawns.. v long post indeed.. nights~

2006-11-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

fri,3rd november
lala~ the day started i actually got up at 6 for i dunno wad reason saw the lightings on n went to off 'em n went back to bed for awhile.. woke up 8 again n msged dear.. he was kinda pissed cuz i said i would b online but didn't n for not replying his msg.. i know he was worried sick for me tat night but i just didn't respond to his sms.. didn't see it. but it wasn't a gd enough reason.. i made him stay up just to see me online n he wanted to comfort me.. i really didn't know it would have caused so much troubles.. so chatted with dear online after awhile it was resolved.. but dear really sorry wor..>< then headed for sch to hand in physio assignment that was due by 12pm.. but i was late to meet dear n yanlin cuz i missed the bus n train.. how unlucky i was lo.. ya so we got to SIM there to go lsct and submit the assignment..

then we headed for CATS where we had to get into groups generate ideas.. haha end up we still did table!~ coincidental ya know.. lol i've got karen, clement, kash n josh in my grp n we came up with some really cool stuff.. lol n i couldn't wait for DS after tat~ cuz it was sure to b fun and can dance with dear.. lol.. was really fun as expected~ learnt 'new york' and the stands n the 45degree turns while doing the basic routine.. haha gd times always pass so fast n DS ended so fast!~ yeah.. then we asked the instructor for the music he used during the class n then we got outta the room..

headed to co-op there get yogurt n we went lt 26 for the audition.. we've got buckets liao~ hehe.. b4 us gurion n his 2 frens sang the song 'ugly' it was really cool! then was our turn.. perc turned out not too bad~ n dance was great too taking it as one of the first few times we got together for a whole practise.. after debrief by sgls we left for dinner.. yanlin, peifen,huixian,lendl,darren,wei san,wen ping,yi ting,shameema,joel,eddy,nadj, dear n me.. did i miss anyone? had prata for dinner n then we went home.. haha frm clementi dear n i took bus 14 just to see how long it'll take to reach my plc.. omg it was freaking long.. 1hr 40mins liddat! k neh mind.. i'll just stick to taking the train.. at least i'll reach in 1 hr to sch.. lol alrights then shall stop here.. yawns.. nights

2006-11-03T09:20:00.000+08:00

a long long post..
monday, 30th october
seriously i conclude dr kueh's lesson is kinda pointless.. he basically makes us fill in the empty blanks in his notes n that was it. wake up early morning on mons to do that is really a bit ridiculous pass the rest of the day. mb lecture that was actually quite interesting even though we learnt most of it in cbio last sem.. had 2 hrs before aikido started and we stayed at emart watch 'take the lead' 1st disc only.. cuz the 2nd disc wasn't placed back when i took it.. oops~ so the show ended and we watched deathnote anime epi 1.. it's like watching the movie lo! hehe after training had dinner with dear at macs then went home.. lala

tues,31st october
physio lecture was the SHORTEST ever.. cuz dr eddie ong was not feeling well n we could leave after copying the importance of homeostasis n such.. had lunch with nyse n dear after that once again was at emart doing maths functions refresh the mind.. haha n dear dear picks it up so fast!zai lo~=) n after that dear had to go out for tutorial.. lalala.. then was maths basically the time in lec was used to finish up questions given.. tat's all=)

wed,1st november
had prac the whole day started the day by missing the bus cuz i went home take lapcoat><>< haha ok then we had break ate sim again. think since the start of tis sem we've only been to SIM or atrium or some other place then the canteens! lol.. n for ipc we did magnesium+HCl n it blew balloon containing H.. so cute la! both pracs was v fast.. finished the experiments n report in 1.5hrs n we didn't have training so instead it was a combine practise for perc and dance~buckets we had to use the big dustbin to practise on.. ouchies use bare hand whack the bin but was worth it la.. we manage to get the beat right!~ yay tat's d most impt^^coordination wasn't tat bad~=) we improved! dance needed more rehearsals too but u guys r getting on v well!~ jia you^^

thurs,2nd november
maths lec.. sian sian de.. was waiting for her to reach circles' equation n how u do those questions but she only manage to cover functions.. but quite an improvement la hor.. boring~ break n suff.. then was ipc lec.. ZzZ.. we used lappy thru out.. play solitaire n freecell plus chat with nyse~ haha n we had maths prac.. use lappy session again! ok but tat was after she checked out work n gone thru the *-ed questions.. n then finished prac n headed for emart.. then me n dear watched take the lead part 2 n then we gone off.. shan't elab further for tis.. but i had dear so worried for me.. gomenasai!~ hope there won't b a next time.. heh

2006-10-29T18:27:00.000+08:00

lalala~ starting frm fri~ SW IS DARN FUN!~ <3 it! didn't make the wrong choose between dance sports n hip hop.. dance sports is totally cool!~ =) guess wad.. we r actually learning cha cha! 12 wks of DS n erm.. we'll learn.. cha cha, waltz, jive erm.. still suppose to have afew more.. i can't believe we r learning all tis! esp with dear as my partner.. how cool is tat!? ok ok i shall stop my cha cha-ing b4 i get too happy cuz next lesson's still far~ n i needa get to serious mood for english O's coming.. i'm so not prepared.

after sw went up to lsct the night cycling booth find the rest.. talked rested abit before me n dear went off to get a replacement for my necklace.. the sales persons of tat shop must have gotten really scared of seeing us haha cuz it was the 2nd time we're back there to fix the necklace.. first was dear's then mine.. heh hope nothing else will happen! then we headed to far east look at the blazer dear wanted simpicity yet unique n the price is very very nice too.. so end up dear's still considering.. had dinner n went home~

the whole day was really happy.. y? cuz after i was home, my mom didn't nag at me! yay~ b4 I got home dear n I actually d did the cha cha! Rofl~ so comical la~ dancing without music somemore.. not fun~ =X anyway dear did something surprising.. he actually lifted me up! I’m heavy de lo.. Omg.. pleasant surprise~ =) then chatting with di, dear n some others online till 1+ didn't wanted to sleep de cuz was suppose to b on the phone with dear talk till morning so dear dear called but we only chatted for a while then sleep at 4+ 5.. then had to wake up at 6+ meet dear go sch for perc practice at 8.. then had physio extra lec at 10.. haha ohs.. perc arrangement. y am i in front!? neh mind.. then i probably was looking sleepy but er did i looked as if i was going to emo?? wasn't emo-ing k~ =)

had lunch at west mall n ice cream before going to dear's! Oh nos.. at this rate sure die la.. go everywhere also ice cream!! tsk dear see la.. u influence de.. Hehe bought grapes flavour while dear’s was choc^^ both tasted v nice n it was like yougurt!=)

at dear's we watched anime..d.gray man!!=) so cool~ almost exact to manga woots! wanted to watch movie after tat but like will fall asleep if the starting is boring la.. n i would rather watch dear sleep if tat's d case..

haha dear didn't sleep much that night either so he was resting on the bed and i was watching him sleep! haha so cute! =X okok i sound so siao but really lo~hohoho~ anw i dozed off for a while n dear saw.. oh wells lol.. dear's place not that small la~ n the desktop is the same as mine!~ haha it's starting to lag big time too.. lol yest was such a great day~ was with dear for almost the whole day.. just for the ehem emo-ing part for just a while.. strangely was happy dear should me some stuff and we talked no worries dear as I said no matter what all that matter ish NOW~

eto~ but seriously dear's hse the layout machiam my fren's place lo.. haha yup so now can say i go dear's hse b4 liao.. hehe he sent me home n then slept early.. lala~ now's slacking at home nothing much update again ba..

love ya dear!

2006-10-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

alrighties time to update again.. well yest started v early at 9 practicals and stuff mb with the 16 streak dilution technique.. haha was kinda wierd trying to draw the lines.. but still managed it without cutting into the agar.. XD microorganisms present everywhere~ lets hope my disc of yeast grows properly w/o other contamination! ok.. not v likely contamination free but hpefully minimal la huh=) then had mb tutorial~ dr ho just rocks! lol her lessons ain't boring and she's nice.. hope i wish she was our prac teacher! nvm~ ipc prac was on titration.. quite alright n we managed quite a accurate exp.! the figures was just too nice that we couldn't believe it.. haha nyse we make a gd pair for lab work=) practicals we actually ended an hr early but XL was still trying to fig out the questions for lab report n so we all waited for him n was on time for training thankfully~

it was raining n so we had circuit instead of campus run.. b4 training even started i wasn't all that great n ready for pt made it worst when we had to do so many pumpings.. i seriously dislike the squats when our legs r so wobbly already n i nearly collapsed for it la.. but ended tahan until it was over.. tat was kinda terrible.. n emo-ness sorta kicked in during tat n in btw pt n games planned by grp 5 was really EMO-ing la n my muscles really wanted to give way. sorry ah but i also dunno y felt so emo.. lala~ but after that was alright la.. games was well done by grp 5! even though due to time constrain u all had to cut out some games, those we played was enjoyable and we could all see the effort all of u have put in! grp 5 deserves big round of applause!^^

next week's gonna b my grp games.. gotta finish proposal and send a copy to yide n peiloo to check b4 sending it in to the in-charges.. logistics not done!!!!! nvm..i've got tonight to chiong finish.. by sun need submit sia. anw after training washing n stuff dear sent me home by cab.. with a bright bright light bulb dressed in white tee somemore.. hahaha jk~

today started at 8 n i was kinda late n cab in frm clementi.. NOT for lec ok.. no way will i cab down for maths lec especially.. hahaha but end up didn't sit with dear for maths either.. >.T oh yeah~ today wore the same shirt as dear tat newbie shirt we just bought.. lalala~ so nice! heh kk i shan't get carried away.. er.. maths was kinda self doing questions lo. but my brain's still kinda rusty since it was long long long when we last touched maths.. needa go refresh memo liao.. break for 2 hrs b4 ipc lecture.. was 1/2 confusing n 1/2 boring.. he just kept trying to get us to b quiet but sorry.. tat's kinda impossible in his lec.. ><'' maths prac OMG i was so irritated with myself n MOL gee.. redid so many questions la! 3 consecutive questions must b correct to get 1 red star.. n i always stumble with carelessness for d 3rd q shish~ but finally at d end of the prac finished n managed d 2red star.. GEEZ..

today donated blood! first time~ i didn't even dare to look at the needle when they poke it in.. probably would have freak out.. but my blood kinda filled the bag v fast la! was next to huixian n she was there first but those ppl hooked me on b4 her.. haha was so cold there at the convention centre.. boos.. then after we finished donating, had some refreshments n went back to lsct emart where our bags where.. after awhile went back with dear.. was suppose to go get a replacement for my necklace n look at dear's pull over top but didn't.. cuz dear was so considerate for me~ heh but i foolishly tot else wise.. how silly of me la! argh.. n we were talking n had 'dinner' with dear black forest cake at the nearby bakery 'the house of bread' omg the stu there's just so droolable~! oh gosh.. i think the spot where the needle was poked gonna have bruise! hope not.. lala~ update again tml's IS day~ SW's dance sport~ wonder how it'll b.. tata~

2006-10-24T02:15:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging lately erm.. quite a no. of things and i dunno where to start. first i really hate blogger when it lags n it freaking lost my post i tried to publish damn it.. now have to retype gosh.. irritating.. forget about tat.. well sorry for that long post before.. but it was necessary to clarify some things to some frens of mine and i hope they really understand what i'm getting at after reading the post. another thing that i thought i needed to add.. aikido trainings do not allow accessories during training in order not to put urself or your partner you pair with. n i won't wanna risk it ok. because of this i can only place the bracelet back after training and i neva expect u to assume such things because it meant lots to me at that time and not bo chap or insignificant as you deemed it to b ok.. sorry if you had that impression.

sorry all these kinda upsetting posts but it's needed..so.... SORRY!><

cont' with the recent days.. sat there was perc practice.. before that dear n i caught deathnote.. then was practice thank you nadj for making such an effort to have the practice after ur fencing n u were fasting. really appreciate it! after prac went arnd walk walk with dear.. but neither of us was really in the mood but still was kinda enjoyable.. heh

sun had lesson in the morning then went home.. was staying home to help out with hse chores, slack and also do tutorials.. blah

mon had early lecture at 8 ipc by dr queh.. he started of by showing us a vid but sorry it was not very appropriate leh we where all kinda sleepy still haha.. well so he continued with lecture and we were let off 20mins earlier.. was suppose to crash di's lecture but once again didn't.. tis time cuz of nyse again.. lala~ sorry didi!~ so we were at emart slack, use lappy wad not.. even bought take away n lunched there.. after which dear n the rest joined us after thier lesson..after that meet kor where hw passed me his ipc notes.. thanks kor! it's heavy yet u help me bring it to sch=) then was time for ipc tutorial.. dr queh cheated us by asking us to bring laptop! omg.. u know how heavy it was with ipc notes kor brought for me.. gosh.. how irritating was it la! nvm.. n it was time for mb lecture which was so short! she finished the lecture in 45mins and we watched mb related vids b4 erm.. these 2 guys came in to talk about the india/china volunteering trip in march next year org for lsct students.. finally ended and we headed to emart again.. n it started to rain heavily! long since it rained so heavily but was a relieve cuz it help made it less hazy.. had grp 6 meeting with 4gls n 2sgls kinda small but we managed to get the games settled! and 2/3 of proposal is done by me already~ now left compilation for logistics n the last game.. yay~ finally almost the end product of our planning~ during the meeting dear went home to put his stuff b4 coming back. so was typing the proposal while waiting and we went SIM for dinner and went to tanglin cc for my training.. since our instructor couldn't make it we had to go down to the hq.. blah blah i'm lazy to cont' yawns..

all i wanna say is no matter what is to come in our way i'll still stick right beside you just like you did and we'll brave it together. i know dear's worried about my side but u've done ur part and more so now let's just hope it'll clear and everyone moves on with our lives.. i'm contented to have dear with me. all i wish is for dear to be happy and i will be too *hugs*